The worries has come

If I'm not mistaken I still have about 5 or 6 more days living in this campus and I know that it is the end of the crazy semester but the starting of the unknown longggg sem break. The worries has come.. Some of the question that linger aroung is like Will I be able to finish my Novel and get it publish before the year 2011 ends? Erm.. One of 2011 wish I guess... And the great question that keeps me awake from my day is, will I have a part time job for the sem break and earn my own money? Fuh! So many things need to be considered now.. When I will going back to my Land? How long will I be there? Where will I work? How if no vacancy here? Erm... Too many question without ansswers? Yeah.. Leave it or live it? Nah.... 

Okay.. All I need to know now is I really need to get my head in the place where I belong (I guess) and ask my Father how should I live this life according to His will? Erm...

Yeah... 3 more paper to go and I could see that all of it is a killing one.. But... there is one KILLER paper and I really don't want to get myself killed by it.. The other two has it's own Pain Killer but the worry wounds may affect me anyway.. Perhaps only before the paper begin.. And hopefully after it ends, it will leave me a smile... Small and little cute smile is more than enough to make me happy.. Right Chippy? Muah...

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Tuesday

Word of wisdom for today... Live your life to the fullest.. And as a student, you should know how to put STUDY in your list.. Why would I say that? Simple. I tried to understand Phonology the day before yesterday as a preparation for my examination and I just realize how fun Phonology is. But it might be too late because I only get the Idea why I learn it when the clock already pointed to number 2.30 a.m. Yeah.. but at least I realize it before I finish my exam.. And the frustration is not that HUGE because I know that I did read something eventhough it is so last minute.. And it teach me something.. Yeah...

Talking about TUESDAY... Last Tuesday I went to IP to post something to my mum and I still wondering when will it arrive? Erm.. Curious.. Still got 3 more paper before the exam season ends and the super holiday starts.. Holiday? What would I do? I just want to pray that my plan to stay here and having a part time job will be real and that it will help me in my financial because I really need it... Going back is one of my plan but it's all depends on the situation.. But I know, no matter it's early or maybe late.. I will be at home for at least 2 weeks... Miss my family too...And My Sis is one of the main priority.. Lama nda jumpa bha... Okay... Job.. Call me coz I really need you... Another word from me is.. If you understand others you will actually understand the situation better... Think about it..

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Life has been quite hard lately... Jessie J. in her song said that it's not about the money..money..money.. but sometime it's always about the money... Did u get what I'm trying to say? Yeah.. You will understand if you ever felt it before.. Especially in the life as a students...HUhu.. Enough about reporting.... See the three pictures above? Well, it's all about the life when I'm in the most bottom part of the sea... Well in other name it is called broken down... huhu... I never thought that ketchup will be that nice and that delicious until I fall in the desperate situation and I got this idea of trying to saving money by eating with ketchup only... Yeah.. And you know what? It is so delicious.. Yeah... SEDAP... Thumbs up! Teh O... Ermph... Okay then... SO worried of this money thingy.. Hopefully it will get much better soon.... Amen... >___<

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Home Salon

Afternoon bloggie.. First of all I would like to thanked those who have dropped by to view my blog.. I really appreciate it and I will always get my blog up to date eventhough I know that there might be nobody who are willing to read whatever I posted here. I love my blog and that what will makes me keep this blog alive..

Okay, enough talking about that. Now, let us have some elaboration for the above's title. Home Salon? yeah.. This morning I open my Home Salon for one special customer only which is my Best Friend a.k.a BFF. I think this is my third time getting his hair trimmed. At first I felt like not confidence but when he keeps telling me that it is fine then I go on with it and without I realize, I've trimmed his hair for the third time.. that is today.. It makes me felt like I want to enhance my hair cutting skills. Yeah... It can make money ma... yeah... i should... Plus I love working with my moms and little sis's hair... yeah... Should learn more about it...

By the way, I think I should give myself a little applause because I managed to get myself sit and face my laptop to update my Novel, and I did it.. I managed to add another 7 pages yesterday.. You go baby.. Keep it up...

Thanks for reading my Blog.. Scoot Rider....

For my sweety Chippy... Have fun in life, it not about the money, money , money.... hehehe.... Eventhough we both broke now..hehe... This love will always keep us warm... Amen..

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

I thought I lost you

Yesterday, erm.. I don't know whether it should be said as an okay day or a hard day... yeah.. It could be a hard day... Now let me list the hardness first.. 

1. Edit, Print, Re-edit, Find a place to leave it, search for who is going to submit it.. (Phonology)

2. Having my Japanese Exam without any preparation

3.Going out to KK (waiting for so long to go and went back)

4.Could not find my Ring (my assumption, I've lost it)

5.Having a little problem with Chippy

6.Flu

7.No dinner (Rice cooker broken down)

See? Is it hard? Erm.. Maybe not but I just counting too much..... Yeah.. But never mind, having a little conversation with an old friend of mine about our skill of the Art of Writing reminds me about a responsibility that I should counting on to finish my 3 years and 4 months novel (which has no progression at all) and I am trying my best to be more accurate in writing my diary.. yeah.... My diary... I can feel that my Diary felt so sad that I don't even spend some time with him for my writing.. My mistake.... Erm... Talking about future, I still have so many things that should be done before it's too late and starting the revision is one of them... It's funny right to know that I don't even started any revision yet but I've taken two paper already? yeah.. Deadly funny.. But, like people always said, you may laugh now but this laugh will bring you tears at the end of the day.. Erm.. I should change that statement according to my own suitability.. maybe like this...

"you may laugh now because nobody know tomorrow will bring laughters or tears".. Milky Tea sounds right?

Yeah... Anyway, to one of my best friend, my EX- Classmate and should I say my best Scooter rider.. Smile and face your life with full laughters because we may not have the chance to experience this laugh next time...

For Chippy, I want you to be very special in me because you are always Special no matter how you are.. Can we lessen the contrastive that we have? Maybe I talked too much but if that makes you uncomfortable, I can change it because we are always there for each other right? I love you so much and I will try my very best to have the Paris dream of us.. But remember that it will only real if we have the commitment from both of us.

Oh yeah... before that.. I would like to announce that I've found my ring.. Misplace in my laptop.. Hehehe..

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

I lost it...

It is so true that people always said that we will only realize how much we love something only when it has gone.. Sometime we does not even realize how important they are to us and how meaningful it is to us.. but we do know when we have lost it.. When will this kind of attitude will change for the sake of everyone and everything? Here, I would like to announce that I have lost my key, the key that has brought some special meaning to me... I still remember the time I bought it, there's only two left and one with purple rose and the other one is with pink rose.. I bought them two and I ask my Best Friend to choose which hand and he actually pick the hand which contain the colour of roses that he actually does not really want which is pink... And it means that the purple one is mine.. I still remember the place, its near KK Plaza and we bought it after we get my friends hair trimmed.. But now it has gone... I am so sad.. May be it won't happen if only I listen to my instinct that warns me twice... Miss it so much.... My luvly Purple Key... I really wish that I could meet you again... I really miss you...

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Those who are really nice is always nice

I was depressed by those freak people who always try to make my life more miserable than it is.. They thought everybody were just like them, love to take control on other's life and follow what they did, and feeling that they have the power over other's life. But sometime, in this creepy bunch of human, there will be one drop of rain that may heal the drought even it may only brings a drop of water on its own but it is good enough to make someone feel that they are still exist and realize that a human should be treated as a human and nobody else can take over our lives except God and they are nobody.. Thanks a lot to that person. I know that you are a nice person since the first time that I am living with you and even now that I am not but I know that you are always kind and I hope and wish that the kindness of yours will just stay in that way forever.. Amen..
Yeah.. Stressed out by the waiting assignment and of course by the Final Exam season that has just started.. There's a lot to work on with and time is a flow of midst from the hill, it wont wait for you but it will just leave you if you stay and keep resting your feet in the river.. Erm.. what would those words means though? Neyah... Maybe someone should interpret this " penyajak kabur"... 
My Chippy.. Do you love Mango? Which Mango, drink? Fruit? Of perhaps the Mango Brand? hehe... I saw this Mango symbol at Suria Sabah and I love it... It really inspiring (not only Mango but all the Teen Theme shop).. I can't wait to have my own business and of course shop.. Erm.. Chippy wanna be my partner?? Erm.. But, if I'm not mistaken you said you are not really into business right? Yeah... More to the Geographical thing la you... Suka la tu..hehehe..merah..,merah muka dia baca nie... Hehe...Wish me best of luck okay for the obstacle that may comes in my life.. and Give me support in my God Thing because I know that I really need Him now and I always do...


With Love,


Gior D' Ray