About Being Positive

Good morning dear people all over the world! I am trying to stay positive with everything that is going on with and in my life daily. Some people might take it as being free and enjoy the moment of doing nothing and some might also take it as the most difficult moment of trying to get themselves hired so they can earn some money for their living. Those who are in the same shoes with me will understand what I am trying to say. :) (Being a fresh graduate and stuck in between a future prospectus which is uncertain until the announcement is made). If you ask me on which one am I? I would say I felt both.

I am trying to do a 'job' now after being a super extreme job hunter for the past few month and trying to claim my right on the job that I have done but still waiting and hoping it will be okay. This job is actually something that comes to me with a recommendation from a best friend of mine where I am hesitate at first but my innocent instinct told me a good thing that I should go and give it a try because I would not know how it really feel to be in that position unless I do it for real, at least as an attempt. I am going to have a complete one week 'self-trial' for this 'job' in few days and I do admit that I felt a little weak and shaky inside but still, I need to stay positive and learn from it. I hope it will last and not fade away easily.

I am not so sure when and how it will be but one thing for sure, I cannot wait to hear the announcement to be called for the interview by SPP because I know there is no point in spending four years in Uni and ended up being unemployed. I am tired of waiting but I will keep on waiting patiently and try to enjoy this 'free moment' because I know I might demand for a real break once I am working for real. Well, I am only human.

So, that is it for now. Will be updating more stuff soon. And along with this post let me serve you with delicious cake photo that I took last weekend. Thanks to Bugs Bunny for the treat.

A slice... before digging in.

Its tasty! Thanks Bunny!

With Love,

Adam Geordrey

God Bless us all.

Stay positive.

First post for the year 2015

Hello everyone! Whatsup? I cannot believe my eyes when I scroll down my blog. This is seriously my first post for this year and yet it is already in mid February.
Anyway, I would still want to wish everyone a very happy and blessed new year of 2015. Lets drive this year in the best way that we can. I am still unemployed or maybe freelancer will sounds better. Life ain't easy, that is what I keep on telling myself as well as people around me. However, I am not going to just let it be and makes myself down. I will keep on trying, do more job hunting and of course just stay as job hunter and freelancer until I get to the point where I wanted to be put in. I do admit and I know that all of this while and even now, maybe, and yes I am surrounded by my own negativity and it is really not good. Not to me and of course not to anyone. So, I will try my very best to keep my head up and keep on trying and trying and trying. I am certain that there will be tears and thunder along the way but that is life. It would not be a great journey if its always butterfly and marshmallow, right?

Anyway, got to go now. By the way, I would like to take this opportunity to wish all of my Chinese friends and everyone who celebrate Chinese New Year, a very happy and blessed Chinese new year. Gong Xi Fatt Cai..

With Love,

Adam Geordrey.

I do not really doing things but I am kind of busy

Hello everyone! Good afternoon. Guess how can I log into my blog this time? Well, I was doing something this morning and after I think about it over and over again, I have decided to go to the beloved campus using the campus bus. Seriously I felt so strange when I stepped into the bus. The last time that I go by that bus is during my teaching practice and that was when I still live in the residential college of Indah Permai. When I saw the bus, I was hesitate at first but then when I saw a guy walking towards the bus then my instinct tells me to follow him and I do. Well, being a uni student who travel by the uni bus for about four year has given me the experience of waiting and all. If before 'waiting' used to irritates me, now I kind of miss those feeling. So, just now I really do not mind that I have to wait for quite sometime while the bus driver was waiting for the bus to be fully occupied by the students. Want to know the best part? The feeling of being so secure and so safe is something that you/I would never get anywhere else but in the campus, by being the uni student ourselves. Seriously, now that I am staying in the teacher's flat at the same school where I used to have my teaching practice, I always felt like I am so insecure and everything has to be on my own. I have to figure out how to live my own life, the food, the transport, even the life management. Seriousl? And even now that I am sitting here using the uni wifi to surf the internet, I am so grateful. It is slow but still, I am so GRATEFUL.

Well, I am not here to enjoy the facility as I wish and as I always did when I was still an undergraduate here. The motives for today is to download as much journal as I could to help out this one friend of mine with his assignment. To be honest, saying 'yes' at the very first place was a regret for me and up till now I regret the decision. It is no longer a question of how much money is paid for how many works done but it is a question of how can I make it up so that I would not have this guilt of taking the money and not doing the job worth the money (though if you want to ask me whether the money worth the work, I will definitely say NO) why? Simple. It is because I need to get the material on my own, I need to do the translating part, and above all I need to think and brainstorm on how to arrange the ideas. Each time I read the journals and try to type them in, I felt a heavy load in my brain which I am not so sure whether I can endure it anymore.

Oh yeah. My current status is UNEMPLOYED. People often called it as freelance but for me, it is just doing something in the name of 'helping out'. For now, I have two more so called freelance job that I am working on with. The first one is yeah that one illustrated in the previous paragraph but trust me, if it is a real job I really want to resign the job. The second freelance job that I am working on with now is teaching/coaching the kindergarten students a dance for their performance during their convocation. Well, it was supposed to be held on this coming 16th November 2014 but yesterday I was informed that the date is postponed to 23rd of November which is the same day of my convocation. OMG! It means that I would not have the chance to watch the result of my coaching live. Asking about the pressure? Let me be clear. I was kind of scolding the kids yesterday because I could not stand it that they really like to say or do something against what I said. So, I show them some harsh part of me and there you do, SILENCE! Gosh. Do I suits this job? If you want to ask me, there are time that I felt like giving up and walk away but this is the thing about me, when it comes to promises and responsiblity, I would not be happy about it until I get the job done. Stress! I am hungry now.., Should I go to the cafe? AWKWARD!... How to go back later? Independent or trouble my housemate again? huhuhu... Anyway. I got to go. Bye.

With Love,

Adam Geordrey

Money Matters

Hello everyone! I love blogging... Really I do. The thing is, I can only have a stable internet connection once I got my permanent job and it is still long way to go. I am trying my very best to gather every interesting things to be shared through my blog and get it done and update it as frequent as I can but the problem is always with the internet connection. Broadband? Not an option for me because it is expensive. I would rather go for a home wifi because the quota worth the fee. I believe so.

Anyway, a little update here. I am feeling grateful and blessed that I am surrounded by people full with  if you think that I might want to say something nasty about money since that is the title of this post, actually I wanted to tell that at this point of me being unemployed there are much things to be considered. Well what makes it even harder is that being someone who are unemployed and stay in a foreign place makes me a person who really need to works very hard in order to makes myself survive and that is why I am so grateful that I am surrounded by most people who are being really helpful like my housemate, my ex colleague, my ex course mates, and more. Seriously I am blessed. Thank you Lord.

The big day is coming like very soon and I need to figure out how to solve some problems which keeps on coming. Some are coming because I kind of like as for it but some just happen to be a part of my life here. Well, I would love to tell more and post more but this is the thing. Being me ain't easy. I can easily makes things easy for me but it would not feel as easy as not being easy. What a cheesy way to put this up. LOL.

Okay then. Till then, bye. Stay in love. Lovey Dovey and God Bless. :)

With Love,

Adam Geordrey.

Enjoy Taking Photos and having photos taken

Opps... I kind of forgot about my very own photos... So.. Still I would love to upload and share them here.

Me and my former mentor. She's AWESOME! :)

Gaya orang minta puji sikit. Guess who is the one behind the camera? Obvious ni... Hahaha

Okay. Really need to go now. Love you all and God Bless.

With Love,

Adam Geordrey.

Freelance Photograher #Day II

Hello everyone! This is going to be an instant post since I can barely have enough time to do the editing and typing. As requested by some of my 'model' from my photo shoot today, I am going to share their photos in here. Unfortunately, since I do not really have enough time I can only upload these. Perhaps if I have more time soon, I will upload more. 

Well, that's it for now. Till then, goodbye and God Bless.

With Love,

Adam Geordrey

Self Publicity

To those who can hardly found my videos from the youtube search... Here's the full link... Enjoy...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m7jTdMtWZ3k&list=UUeHRcHZRLaFetCX-Q7yzNyw





With Love,

Adam Geordrey.