I miss my uni moment. Do you?

Good Afternoon! Happy Tuesday! Another day to live this life to the fullest!

Browsing through the pictures in my folders and I bumped into quite a lot of my pictures during my uni moment and I seriously miss the moment. The thing that I miss the most is of course my friends. We have gone through a lot of fun and sad moments together and it seems like its time to move on and follow our own path. Well, as they said 'every meeting will surely ends with a goodbye' and I hope this is not a real goodbye for us. Hopefully the dream and plan to meet up after few years for the reunion will be true!

Miss this moment so much!

Some sharing here... Someone ask me to help her with something yesterday and I told her that I am going to take that offer. Yes! It is something that I love to do and the best part of it is I am going to be paid for it. The amount of the money might be little but what I am trying to say here is, what other options that you can take when you can do what you love the most and get paid? *it is fun and exciting... but deep inside I am quite nervous because I am doing it in the name of responsibility and I want to ensure that my service worth the money... God bless us all. Amen... :)

Till then... Lovey Dovey!

With Love,

Adam Geordrey.

Get back in track of time

Hello there! How are you. I know... It has been a while, that is why I am here today... I am going to share a little update on something. Well, the post on the 'updates' is supposed to be uploaded two days ago but due to small memory storage left in my laptop I really in big trouble in having my laptop as something useful for the time being, with the poor battery condition it really appear with one purpose, which is entertainment... That's it.

Well, perhaps I did not mentioned about it before so I just want to share that I am currently having a contract as a substitute teacher at the same school where I have my teaching practice before. The difference is that I am not in the afternoon session, teaching the form 1 and for 2 students. If I count it right, I have approximately about 6 months left in serving the school as a substitute teacher and I know I am going to miss it soon. This is my problem, miss it even before it end. Seriously! I have my extra class with the form 5 students this morning, replacing my colleague since she was away for some official school business. I really enjoy the time that I spent this morning 7 am - 11.30 am. It might seems like its half of the day, but I really love it, it makes me feel more in love with the job and the best part is when the students are giving me the responds and attitudes that they really are interested with the lesson. I am so happy, Anyway, having no plan for the future that soon will come when the day of  my contract will come to an end I really need to have a backup plan especially for the living. I am trying to have a tuition class. I know it is not easy, but I am going to keep on trying though it is not easy, trust me. (i am not referring to the work/teaching.. Its the first move which is getting the student to come and try the service).

I think that should be it for now. I am going to post more updates on whats going on and yeah just a little sneak peek on something. I coached my students with the helps from some colleague for the Cheerleading Competition, Kota Kinabalu District Level and we are so blessed that out of 9 teams that were taking parts in the competition we managed to get the third place. Thank God. I will upload the video and pictures on that event soon. For the time being I need to settle down with some stuff first.

A pic with a friend - Miss the moment of being a uni student....

I can hardly eat rice or heavy meal now since I am in the phase of being a lazy human... gosh!!

With Love,

Adam Geordrey

A lifeless life.

How i wish i could be this whale... LOL!!!

Counting the days after being 'fired' from a job which we all make as an experiment of our lives. Now that everything has come to an end, we finally realize and admit that it is that kind of life that really suits our life and it is that kind of life that we want in our life. Now that the 'life' as a practicuum teacher has end, all of us admit that we are so lifeless. Well, at least we still have some friends to hang out with and now we are struggling to get our final work done one time and marked with a flying colours (well... I really hope so).

Seriously struggling and I really need to get it done. I do not know what are waiting for me in this life in the future... But one thing for sure I really want to make the best out of it and I am not going to let anyone else stand in my way. But before that I must makesure that I am very sure of the decision that I am about to take in my life. Just a piece of advice for me, for you and perhaps for all of us...

Some people love create a destruction over someone else's life, just to make themselves looks better... But hey.. by doing that you are actually closing the spot of making yourself better and not to be static in the same level forever...

So...
For the destroyer... please stop it because you seriously a mess in people's life
For the destroyer's victim... Stop being a toys for someone's game... Fight for your right because you own your life after God.. not after any other unrelated human being (do they deserve to be called human?)

Anyway.. best of luck for everybody... Hopefully I will get what I want... and most importantly What I need.... God grant me a wise mind to think and decide for myself....


With Love,

Adam Geordrey

Post For a post

Hello everyone!!! This is seriously serious... I have left this space to be so creepy and silent for quite a long time. I am back today for a while just a quick little update on me. Well, tomorrow will be the sports day for our school. There will be a lot of thing to do and of course I have a lot of things to settle. Fuh... Another week before the practical end. Sad that I really want to do something with the students and I always question myself, have I done enough for them? Each time I have this kind of questions I will straight away answer it by saying that 'of course I have not giving enough and I should demand more time to really do something for them. I want them to learn, not something but a lot of thing. I really do... For this one week left, I really want to do everything. Spend more time... If only the relief teacher can give me more relief class for my own class. I want to do more things with them. I want to change their view on English Language. I want them to be able to speak, read, write, and listen to the language in a more competent state. God bless us all.

Anyway, for my relief class today I entered 3 Jauhari and the fact that I may not be able to attract their attention to do something critical, I have assigned them a task where they need to create an acrostic poem in BM or BI and obviously they prefer BM, of course since its easier. So, as promised I am going to publish it here (since I have promised them) and yeah... Feel free to comment... Here there are... Acrostic poem using their own name.. Written by the students themselves (those who have submitted)....

A – Aku sentiasa menunggu rezekiku

I – Idamanku sentiasa ku doa

M – Mencari apa benda yang aku suka

A – Aku tidak akan melupakan kedua ibu-bapaku

N – Nanti aku sentiasa mencintaimu

I – Indahnya pemandangan ini

R – Ruangnya sangat luas

W – Warung-warung orang di sini sangat cantik

A – Aku datang membeli

N – Nasi di warung yang cantik itu

S – Sayang, aku sangat merindui dirimu

H – Hanya kamu yang berada di dalam fikiranku

A – Andainya kau tahu betapa rindunya aku

S – Secret people forever in my heart

N – Nanti pada masa akan datang

A – Akan aku berusaha

D – Dengan lebih keras, kerana saya suka

Z – Zirafah yang leher panjang

R – Rambut dan leher

E – Entah aku akan dapat ataupun

E – Entah aku akan dapatkah tidak

N – Nadzreen

F – Fikri

I – Inilah

K – Kehidupanku

R – Rumput-rumput yang menghijau  bagaikan kemekaran hati

I – Ini

Y – Yang membuat daku selalu merasakan hati ini berdegup

A – Aku berjanji akan menemanimu hingga ke

T – Titik akhir hidup

I – Ini

A – Aku bukanlah

S – Seorang yang

R – Runtuh akhlak dan moral

I – Islam agama ku

H – Hanya

A – Aku mencintaimu

F – Fidi

I – Izinkan aku mengambil hatimu sehingga ke

Z – Zaman tua kita berdua

A – Aku sentiasa untukmu

N – Nasi Goreng

A – Aku

I – Ini

M – Mantap dan sedap

D – Dalam hidupku ini, hadir si dia yang bernama…

A – Aku merasakan sesuatu pabila bertemunya

U – Untuk kamu saja aku simpan hati ini

S – Shaferina

F – Fikiran ku

I – Ini tentang cinta kita

K – Ku rasa bagai

R - Rembulan yang mengambang

I – Ini

Y – Yang

A – Akan menjadi saksi  percintaan kita

T – Tidak akan ku biar air matamu menitis

I – I love you

My hair during the two weeks break... I love it.. Isn't it cool? LOL..

Thanks for reading. 

With Love,

Adam Geordrey

Is it broke or broken?

I am not a famous celebrity who can spill out what I feel about something though how much I wanted to be a famous celebrity (I am working on it.. LOL) but something I realize that when people do this they actually share a lot of things with everyone around them and you know what? They actually teach people about not to go to the journey that they have taken since it will leads them to the end as what they met when they realized that the journey taken does not worth a thing. What am I writing? I can see that I am crapping now and I just do not know why and how can I overcome this. I am still here counting the piles of work waiting but this time with a more positive attitude and one thing that I want to highlight here is that we do not need to pour it put to people especially if they did not understand what we feel because it will never make things goes better and the worst part is it will hurt even more. So why wasting time on something or someone who will only give you more and more tense right? Its a lie if I were to tell you that I can take the pain of being abandoned because that is how I were raised up. It is just that I am trying to be stronger and perhaps that is the only way to survive and not doing things that will hurt me more. Whatever it is, just leave it and hand it over to God. Well here's the collections of quotes that I found from google. I want to upload my very own picture but since by laptop is having some problem with the bluetooth I cannot transfer the files and I need a USB to do that which gives me too much work... Well, maybe next time. For now.. Just enjoy no matter how sad you feel about something.

I am not so sure about this... What about you?

With Love,

Adam Geordrey

Another Day

Have you ever think that these people may be tired of doing what they are doing as well? hihihi

Hello people! Good afternoon. Its another day today. One thing that I learn from today's life (after having half of it today) is that sometime it is not the client (students) that pull you the most because I realize that they are a lot more factors that leads to the frustration and depression in terms of doing any jobs in any kind of profession and in my case, working in this job profession which offers the greatest tense of all job in the world (they said so because its like dealing with a huge number of human at once) really makes me someone who are trying to stay survive in it and trust me I am trying. It has been a while that I did not say something like this but this time I wanted to share it with you (readers) that God is the best friend, the best source when we are in need of support and miracles. Trust me. Starting the day with a prayer (a simple one will do) and ending (postponing) it with another prayer is really something and if you do not believe me you can give it a try because it really happen. You will get the strength that you really need and when you have the strength you will realize that the temptation that you have in your life (for example the job pressure) is just something that exist in your life to make you stronger. 

I wanna be superheroes then!!! Hahaha

*Give it a try, then tell me what you feel about it okay? :)

With Love,

Adam Geordrey

Pressure. Passion. Pleasure

Hello there! Coming down all the way from a point where I felt like I am almost falling down with the heavy burden on my shoulder. Some may be enjoying themselves doing things that they are doing but for me I do not really enjoy what I am doing right now. If you happens to forgot what i used to tell you in the previous post let me restate it here... "we... Including me are using this moment of our practical to see whether we want to remain in this profession of quit and find a better thing to do..." Now, just to have a pre-respond to that statement I would say that my heart keeps on telling me to go and leave it behind. This is seriously not my passion. I might succeed in finding the passion that I need in doing what I am doing right now if I managed to get a right place with a right atmosphere. I know that if anybody hear what I am talking about right now I am pretty sure that everyone will say that I am crazy and being ungrateful because it is something that everyone want to have but they did not managed to get it because they are not the chosen one. The thing is that, you do not know how hard it is for me... Have you heard of a statement saying that if you do something that you love it would not feel like a job but it is just like having fun and that is what I am looking for.

Well, I whatever it is I am still counting the days and I hope I can still get the strength that I need to proceed in the journey that I am sure to take soon. This is a preparation and I should be able to handle everything just like what my seniors did. I am counting the days to have my hair coloured. Yeah! Can't wait for that. It is just an expression to let go of the feelings of being a depressed body. Just wait and see whether it will works the way I want it to or what.. Okay? 

I love this colour!

I love this too!

What about this one?

God Bless everybody!

Adam Geordrey

Try to be stronger everyday!