Is it broke or broken?

I am not a famous celebrity who can spill out what I feel about something though how much I wanted to be a famous celebrity (I am working on it.. LOL) but something I realize that when people do this they actually share a lot of things with everyone around them and you know what? They actually teach people about not to go to the journey that they have taken since it will leads them to the end as what they met when they realized that the journey taken does not worth a thing. What am I writing? I can see that I am crapping now and I just do not know why and how can I overcome this. I am still here counting the piles of work waiting but this time with a more positive attitude and one thing that I want to highlight here is that we do not need to pour it put to people especially if they did not understand what we feel because it will never make things goes better and the worst part is it will hurt even more. So why wasting time on something or someone who will only give you more and more tense right? Its a lie if I were to tell you that I can take the pain of being abandoned because that is how I were raised up. It is just that I am trying to be stronger and perhaps that is the only way to survive and not doing things that will hurt me more. Whatever it is, just leave it and hand it over to God. Well here's the collections of quotes that I found from google. I want to upload my very own picture but since by laptop is having some problem with the bluetooth I cannot transfer the files and I need a USB to do that which gives me too much work... Well, maybe next time. For now.. Just enjoy no matter how sad you feel about something.

I am not so sure about this... What about you?

With Love,

Adam Geordrey

Another Day

Have you ever think that these people may be tired of doing what they are doing as well? hihihi

Hello people! Good afternoon. Its another day today. One thing that I learn from today's life (after having half of it today) is that sometime it is not the client (students) that pull you the most because I realize that they are a lot more factors that leads to the frustration and depression in terms of doing any jobs in any kind of profession and in my case, working in this job profession which offers the greatest tense of all job in the world (they said so because its like dealing with a huge number of human at once) really makes me someone who are trying to stay survive in it and trust me I am trying. It has been a while that I did not say something like this but this time I wanted to share it with you (readers) that God is the best friend, the best source when we are in need of support and miracles. Trust me. Starting the day with a prayer (a simple one will do) and ending (postponing) it with another prayer is really something and if you do not believe me you can give it a try because it really happen. You will get the strength that you really need and when you have the strength you will realize that the temptation that you have in your life (for example the job pressure) is just something that exist in your life to make you stronger. 

I wanna be superheroes then!!! Hahaha

*Give it a try, then tell me what you feel about it okay? :)

With Love,

Adam Geordrey

Pressure. Passion. Pleasure

Hello there! Coming down all the way from a point where I felt like I am almost falling down with the heavy burden on my shoulder. Some may be enjoying themselves doing things that they are doing but for me I do not really enjoy what I am doing right now. If you happens to forgot what i used to tell you in the previous post let me restate it here... "we... Including me are using this moment of our practical to see whether we want to remain in this profession of quit and find a better thing to do..." Now, just to have a pre-respond to that statement I would say that my heart keeps on telling me to go and leave it behind. This is seriously not my passion. I might succeed in finding the passion that I need in doing what I am doing right now if I managed to get a right place with a right atmosphere. I know that if anybody hear what I am talking about right now I am pretty sure that everyone will say that I am crazy and being ungrateful because it is something that everyone want to have but they did not managed to get it because they are not the chosen one. The thing is that, you do not know how hard it is for me... Have you heard of a statement saying that if you do something that you love it would not feel like a job but it is just like having fun and that is what I am looking for.

Well, I whatever it is I am still counting the days and I hope I can still get the strength that I need to proceed in the journey that I am sure to take soon. This is a preparation and I should be able to handle everything just like what my seniors did. I am counting the days to have my hair coloured. Yeah! Can't wait for that. It is just an expression to let go of the feelings of being a depressed body. Just wait and see whether it will works the way I want it to or what.. Okay? 

I love this colour!

I love this too!

What about this one?

God Bless everybody!

Adam Geordrey

Try to be stronger everyday!

It is not difficult yet it is not that easy

Hello all. This is going to be as short one. Just to let the world know (if the world want to). My feelings of being someone somewhere now... at the moment. Well, I know this is not an easy thing to do. I may be seen as taking thing lightly, I may not be. I am trying. Struggling... Still the same me... Struggling in something which I have lost interest in it. I used to love it so much... The four months experience when I was 19 is bad enough. Seriously.

I am not giving up. Like I said. I will keep on trying. Trying to give my very best. Trying to be the best. I may be... I may also not be. Well, I give it all to Him. Let Him decide. I am trying. If I am not that sincere then, failing might be the best punishment for me. I accept it.

Adam Geordrey
"Trying to get up while the wind is trying harder to blow me away".

Home Alone ... Again?!

Hello viewers!! Whatsup everybody? How are you all today? If you were to ask me the same question… My answer would be… Em.. I am fine of course and yeah just staying in the same room with the same surrounding. But hey! I just want to share something… I am all alone again! Why? Because another housemate of mine has just went back to his hometown. Here we go again. This time I am seriously all alone… Oh my gosh! Its okay (kunun)… I am trying my very best not to overthink about it because what happen when I am all alone is that my mind will be wandering to something else and there goes everything… I just do not know. Anyway… I will try to make use this two weeks to have everything done (well that is what I keep on saying since my very first day!) *sigh..

Final Meeting with Thesis Supervisor

Final Meeting with Thesis Supervisor

Anyway… More news coming soon… I hope so.. Because I am planning to get back to my life track once I think I am ready and I hope by Monday I’ll be ready… I really need to have that list of things to do and of course things to settle… But hey! Life will never be easy right? Just to share my feeling and thoughts here with you… Actually one of my plan for this semester break is to re arrange all of my files in my laptop and external and CD but hey… Like I said… Life is not as easy as we always think it is… Once again… Due to my own stupidity I have lost my external’s cable… Like seriously… And talking about cable.. I thought it would be cheap that I can just go to the nearest store and get a new one… But guess what? It is not cheap! Well… maybe for some people it is quite cheap but for me RM25 for a one string cable is seriously expensive! And when I was about to borrow the cable from my housemate today… He went back home… haha… See? Its okay… I’ll live! HAHAHA….

 

Anyway… Got to go now… Lots of things to catch up… I want to spend the time now to watch more and more youtube sensation… haha… Just to give myself some inspiration and just to put a smile on my own face… See you all soon… Do leave some comments… It will entertain me too… Thanks for taking some time to read my silly words here… Daaa… God Bless…

With Love,

Adam Geordrey

Its my final semester break!

Hello people! How are you all today? It’s my first day (official) of living a life on my own without my best friend. I do miss him a lot especially knowing that we will seldom see each other in the coming semester since we will be very busy with our teaching practice and of course what makes it harder is that we will be having our teaching practice in two different towns.

Anyway, I try my very best to make use all the free time that I have while spending my holiday here in my hostel. Hostel? Yeah. Its semester break now but I decided not to go back but spend it here in Sabah. Why? Because.. Em.. Just because.. haha… I did not know the exact answer for my own question. It is just that knowing that this is my final year here in Sabah and there is a possibility that I may not be able to visit this place anymore (unless I get posted here) and that this is the final moment of me as a undergraduate student. So sad! *Sigh

Okay. Forget that for a while; now let us just move on to something more interesting. Sometime I wonder, have I ever annoyed people with my never-ending life story? I think I did but I still want to do it because that is my passion in blogging. HAHAHA! Oh yeah, guess what? I have bosou (is that the correct spelling?) for my lunch today. It was bought by a friend of mine since I said that I never eat it before. So, my friend bought it for me and my friend even buy all the ingredient for me to cook it. That is so kind right? So, I was taught verbally on how to cook it and I give it a try this afternoon. The taste was SUPERB! I think I will buy some for my family once I get back to my hometown.  

I am still counting for the remaining days that I will have to spend here. I know that I should use the time that I have to settle down with all my work (as planned) but yeah, you know when you are all alone you just do not know what to do right? Or is it just me? Haha… Yeah.. Just got myself a haircut two days ago… Love it! (perasan kejap). I challenge myself with a 23 days challenge… Let see where it will drive me. Ok then. Wish me luck. God bless us all. 

How kind that is?  was given the Bosou, chillies and ginger... Thank you! God bless you....

Frying everything as instructed by my friend...

This is the DELICIOUS Bosou!

With Love,

Adam Geordrey

My Final Final exam

Hello everyone. I am having some problems with the internet connections that I can't open my blog to post anything. Anyway, I know this is kind of late but still I would like to wish Happy New Year 2014! Its the 16th day in 2014 and so far how is life for the year? Oh my Superman! haha.. Meeting the superhero yesterday seriously makes me happy and happier... Hahaha.. Thanks to the electricity who turns out to be blackout... Haha.. End of the story.. I am happy!

Anyway, today is the day for my final paper... and guess what.. Its the final paper for my final, final exam! OMG! Time flies so fast. I am so sure that I will miss the moment very soon. After this, we will be going out to school for our teaching practice and one thing for sure is life will be more serious and we will meet less frequent with our friends and in this case I am referring to the TESLIAN especially. Seriously I am going to miss everyone.

Ok. I need to get ready now because I have to wait for the bus as early as I can since my paper starts at 9.00 am and its always traffic jammed here in Indah Permai. Today's paper is Pengurusan Kokurikulum Sekolah! WHOA! Wish me blessed and of course LUCK! HAHA.. Till then... Bye and God Bless...!

With Love,

Adam Geordrey
UMS-2013/2014 (SEM I YEAR 4)