Good day people. This would be my very first post for the year of 2019. Well, obviously there is something strong enough that made me to finally get into this blog to update the happenings in my life so I will always remember what I felt and what happened whenever I log into this blog.
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| Me on my flight from Kota Kinabalu to Bintulu on 10.06.2019 |
I did not remember whether I have or I have not mentioned that I applied for this one scholarship to pursue my study abroad. But yeah, I did applied and was waiting for the result. I did the application last year in December 2018 and keep on waiting until just now when they finally picked my call. It is a sad news that I was not selected as one of the scholarship holder but on the bright side, at least I no longer have to hope or wait for that one as I have always did for the past 6 months. Well, it would be a lie if I were to say that I did not hope for it very much because of course I did, why would I applied for it if its were not to be hoping for it right? Anyway, its not my rezeki then. On the other hand, I am very happy to know that my former housemate got his scholarship and will be going to Edinburgh this coming September. May God bless him and his journey in pursuing his Masters in our dreamland.
I will be going back to KK like very soon to get all of my stuff from our former house in Tebobon since they will no longer stay there. I just came back from there like two days ago and yeah, I am glad that this time around that visit is like quite different. Why? Well, I don't really have that reason why but there are things happening that made me feel I should really look back on everything and that I really need to start realising things around me. I admit that most of the time I may be very ignorant towards this and that while I really should not do that. I was wrong and I admit it. Some involved in the recent visit including my two best buddies. That unplanned meet up between the three of us has made me realise how far we have been and how much things has happened throughout each journey that we made. I am feeling grateful for everything.
Moving on to whats going to happen for now. I applied for a transfer back to Kuching for next year January because I need to wait for my little sister to complete her SPM this year in my current school. Well, if my application for that transfer is going to get the approval, I think I will just pursue my masters in the local universities around Kuching. But, I will never give up on looking for other opportunities to achieve my biggest dream.
On the other hand, while waiting for that dream to become a reality and if I were still meant to be serving my current school, I just need to live with it and do the best I could to serve them good. Well, to be honest, I keep on saying that my heart does not really feel like it belongs here but I am not so sure if it is because of the school or is it because of the job or could it be something else. Teaching and educating has always been my passion but it does feels like its fading as time goes by and on my defense I would say it is because of the working environment where I feel like I am the only one who is passionate enough to care for how to make things better and what should be done to help those kids who really can't see how important education is. They do some in my circle who are as passionate as I am but still, too much toxic will kill the whole crowd right? I always try not to be affected by them but it would be a lie if I were to say it does not harm me at all coz it does.
I could still remember when my friends and I keep on saying that "there are too many thing needed to be done yet there are too little time given/left". It may not be as strong during those days but it is true indeed when now I am looking at the rise of the number in age and how long has I been in the same spot. A little throwback here.
Studied in UMS since 2010 - 2014
Worked Part Time job as dance instructor in a kindergarten in KK in 2014
Worked as Substitute teacher in SMK Tebobon in 2014
Worked as Research Assistant for Prof Vincent in 2015
Worked Part time as Yakin Boleh Tuition Centre Sulaman Central in 2015
Posted to SMK Sebauh, Bintulu in August 2015
2016 SMK Sebauh
2017 SMK Sebauh
2018 SMK Sebauh
2019 SMK Sebauh
Not so sure will that list of journey has a twist in it or not. Will still hoping for a better journey ahead.
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| Me with my best mate. since 2014 and counting... |
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| We both are currently serving the government school while the other one behind this lense is currently pursuing her PhD. |
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| Me and my former student in Teluk Likas during my visit there. |
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| He is very kind to offer his help sending me to the airport. It is an honour. I am wishing you all the best for your future. May God Bless you and your life. |
I guess that would be it for now.
Thanks for dropping by to read and scroll through this humble blog of mine. Will try my very best to keep things freshened up and come back for more updates. My life my not be as interesting as how others life is but yeah, it the choice that I choose and I do admit that there are good times and bad times and my life may not be fun all the time because it is true indeed, those who managed to keep people around him laugh are usually a kind of person who himself feels miserable about his own life. I truly believe that I bring laughter to those around me including my students and there are also time when I am really a pain in the S. That is true and I admit it.
So, hopefully I will be coming back to share more on stuff related to my personal life. Hope you love those photos of mine.
With Love,
Adam Geordrey.
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