Travel.. Nice or not?

I thought that being a traveller is always great especially when we meet new people and perhaps new friends.
However, this is so not real compare with what I am experiencing right now. I just don't get it why people love to make others life miserable. Will you please stop? I beg you. It's not for me but it's for the sake of everyone that I love especially my friend. Why they just don't get it how a best friend act? They will act as brother's and sister's. Don't you get it? Hopefully God will show them what a real friendship means. If their God are uncapable to do so, hopefully other God will do. Erm...no comment on that.
My prayer, an essential prayer from me and for me...
God I ask you to bless me that all of my worries will be sweep away with the tears that I have dropped onto the earth. May they who still doesn't know you will know how great is your love and power. I believe in you. Amen.

My latest view in my travelling process, UNIQUE isn't it?

Love

Love the things that I have but not really the things that I do. Why is it so?

I need something that can give me the strength that I need in my way of going through this life..

I know right now I am better in the other part that always weak before but the other part that seems to be my strength of all has melt in not so good way.. I need you.. I know I do...

Here's the poem that I try to write to show what is it about :

Birds fly and enjoy the wind that flow softly between

years pass by and far away its leaving

the tears that drop may not reveal what's deep within

the smile carve sweetly may not cover what lies deep in

but most of all

lets end this poem with this dream

forever will I be Loving, Sacrificing, and perhaps.. enjoying the living...

with love,

Gior D' Ray

Get to the top

This is the moment of being Malaysian

Its a cheesy creamy story about me in this cutie postie? Yeah! I talked a lot of the non exist words but I'll do fine because I still can differentiate which one is the right one and which one is not
However,that is not what I am going to share about today. Firstly, I am going to explain why do I choose this title for this post. Actually,I am having a trip to KL last week and for sure that was a nice trip ever (even though it's a tiring thing to do when you're supposed to make use of the weekend to finish all the assignment).
It's never go very nice without Chippy because for me Chippy is my everything. but hey, look on the bright side. That trip has given me a lot of great opportunity to travel and learn something new.
What have I learned? I learn how to survive in somewhere that we have never been and I also learn how to be patience (a bit maybe). By the time that I reached KLCC and took some picture there, I am so nervous and overwhelmed because finally I managed to get myself in KL and even enjoy the view of KLCC live and very close.I am proud to be me...
Chippy, my love for you is higher that the tower and its value cannot be compare to anything that may exist or may not n this world..
Talking bout going to the top, I will always run to you my lord and I will always be with you to go and run to the top of my dream that will become a reality in me...

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

I wanna be with you

Baby, if only I could make you believe me more than anything else...
I love you.. Really love you... And I can't let go of my feeling that I always miss you even though we are near but I can feel that I always miss you.. I really love you. I'm going somewhere very soon and please take a very good care of yourself.. The only words that seems not precious for others but really meaningful for me, and I am giving it to you.. I love you...

With love,

Gior D' Ray

Miss Everything

Good Morning to ME! and of course to my Bff And my beloved Chippy! I just settled up my business with the CIMB thing (its my busyness actually). And right now sitting and waiting for the coming class which I am not sure to be in anymore or not.. but eventually it's in SPS- my fAVourite thing of all, MUSIC.
Chippy, I'd love to talk and write more about all of the previous days coz I got really alot of pic that I wanted to post in here.. actually a BUNCh of it...
I have a lovely diary and it really helps me a lot (I can clearly see that). I love it so much and since it is the cutest diary that I had ever have, I should use it wisely and not to repeat my actually bad habit which is delaying the diary writing and write it all as a summary ( a brilliant idea to solve the problem but not so smart as a ten years diary writer).
Okay..time is runnig very fast and lets just update on the thing that I've been doing lately...erm....I think posting those pic would be faster that to type it all...hehehe..so..here's the pic...

Food During PRS workshop

My new battery YEAY

Thats all for now....

always.. With love

Gior D' Ray

What More Can I say?

I just don't know what more can I say because I know deep inside I'm dying because of myself...

A friend ask me not to be so serious and she even asked me to smile when she find out that I am not in Adam's mode today but the only thing that I could say to her is that....

"I forgot how to smile.. even if I smile, it may not sincere like how it always be"...

 

but still...With Love,

Gior D' Ray

WhenI look at you

Flu during class

Just now, I posted something in my Fb and the question is about which one of these lives stronger in me right now? (Class? Messy mind? Jealousy? Flu ? which one I felt stronger in me right now?) I am now sure which one bother me more. But deep inside of me, I can hear my heart tells me that actually I am controlled by a feeling that I should not have but it is instilled deep in me already even though I often telling myself not to keep it inside of me. I should change the way  think about everything because I know my way of thinking right now brings more bad to me than good.

I am not sure why I want to share this with my blog (even though it's not alive but I do feel that it's alive because it helps me a lot to express what I feel in my real life (however I will never put my diary behind).

My Chippy asked me, why when every time that I turn on the music, I will play Miley's song first?

I just said I don't know (even though it means something).

Here's the lyric of the song that I said just now. Take a look at it and you will understand what I am trying to tell you (hopefully you read it).

Everybody needs inspiration      
Everybody needs a soul
A beautiful melody
when the nights so long


cause there is no guarantee
that this life is easy


yea when my world is falling apart
when there's no light to break up the dark
that's when I, I...
I look at you.


when the waves are flooding the shore
and I can't find my way home anymore
that's when I, I...
I look at you.

when I look at you, I see forgiveness
I see the truth
you love me for who I am
like the starts hold the moon
right there where they belong
and I'm know I am not alone


you appear just like a dream to me
just like kaleidoscope colors
that cover me, all I need 
every breath that I breathe don't you know
you're beautiful...

With love,

Gior D' Ray

the day and today

I want to write about the previous day which is one of my special day. Chippy, as I promise you before, I am going to write and upload the report on the special event that we have previously. I will not forget this  no 07-01-11... I am so happy that finally we managed to have the special event of ours. Here's the picture of my favourite cake to show how much I am happy for it...

The fresh cream (my fav)

Chippy, can't wait to see you again.
Chippy, I miss you so much..
Chippy, you are the best of the best!
I love you
mumumumuahhhh





Now I would like to write about the day that I have just now.
Right now I am sitting in the library with my bad FLU and my crazy SORE THROAT... But still I want to blog because I miss it especially when I have my own pic that I have edited it all by myself to be post in my own blog.
Thanks a lot to my BFF because he have accompany me to IP just now after the TITAS class (which we late for half an hour). Thanks for taking me to the clinic there and thanks also that you have accompany me enjoying my BAKSO... Original okay,not spicy..hahaha..only Alexius know..hahaha..

My Favourite BAKSO

Someone really enjoy his BAKSO

Here I upload some pic that I
take just now...





I wish that this flu will go away very soon.
I hate it.I don't like it..
But at least I still have the strenght to update my blog..
Chippy,pray for me okay so that I will be okay very soon...

This is the medicine I have just now

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With Love
Gior D' Ray

hAtRed

Should I write this post again or not? Seems like there is something trying to block me from writing this post. Is it because I am going to talk bad about someone? Or is it because I should not reveal other's mistakes? Erm.. I am not so sure about that ( I even told Yong already bout it) huhuhu... Okay, lets just move to the next plan. Actually I want to write about the special event that me and my Chippy have previously but I think that I should talk about the latest BAD INCIDENT that happened lately. I just don't get it why people always look in a different way when we are having most of our great time with our Best Friend Forever a.k.a BFF? Who else we should spend time with and who else we should be with if not our own BFF? It hurts me a lot when I was accused of something that I was not. I know that the attitude that I've shown may be not so right but can they tell me in a better way instead of run in the door and scold me with a PIGGY face? I just don't get it. I must clear this once and for all. Chippy, I hope that you trust me and don't listen to the rumor blindly because I love you and it will be only you forever in my life. I love you so much. Chippy, I need you to support me and I need you all the way that I move on in my life. 

***Okay.. Now I think that I should change the title but should I? I think I'll just let it be like that because this is the thing that I want to clear about. I don't want to hate other's so to those who have accused me, it's okay, you don't have to worry because I forgive you already even before you ask for it because God said " In order to be forgive, we should forgive other's".

To Chippy, I love you forever and I will write and post about the special event that we have had before because I want it to be something memorable and permanent.

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

What Makes a Man

This post is for my love. This tittle is taken from one of my favorite song sing by Westlife and it is one of my usual way to express my feeling towards someone that I love.

Chippy, I want to be the best man ever in your life and I really mean it.I will do my very best for you, only for you. Actually I want to write more on the special event that we have previous day but since I haven't upload the pic here so I just want to tell you how much I love you in this post, today.

I am grateful to have you in my life because with your presence, I become more confident  everything that I do and i can feel that you makes me a better person in everyday of my life.

Chippy, you're so cute and we make a cute couple "Chippy & BeBee". hahaha..

I want us to be forever.. Chippy...

part of the lyrics for you...

Tell me what makes a man

wanna give you all his heart

smile when you're around

and cry when you're apart

if you know what makes a man

wanna love you the way I do

girs you gotta let me know

so I can get over you...

My New year Wish (not really my new year wish list)

First or all,  would like to say thank you to God our Lord who have giving me the best in everything and thank you also to all those who have being the best for me (especially for my hubby). My wish for this new year (hope its not too late) is I want to be more happy with my family, my friend, my hubby and my God. Erm, maybe I should wish that I want to be more happy in UMS, more happy with my leturer, more happy with my class, more happy with my room mate, more happy with kampung E, more happy with SPPS, and more happy with Malaysia.

That's is for that one. Now let's move to the main thing for this blog. lovely blog, I am so happy that this new year I celebrate it with Love and of course with the one that I love the most (i'll continue this later) GTG