Sunday 29 March 2015

Too busy or just being careless?

Hello and good mornite. Well a conbination of good morning and good night because at this freaking hour I am still awake. I do not have anything certain to say in this entry but as I dig my brain deeper, I realize that I have done the same mistake twice in this week alone.

I really wonder, am I busy or I was just being careless? In my facebook posts, I have mentioned that few days ago I was unintentionally left my phone at home when I was on my way to the office. And now, guess what? I left the other phone at 
the tuition center. Seriously. I was looking around trying to search for it at home before I went to the kids place for the saturday tuition. But, the owner of the tuition center contacted me and asked me whether I missed my phone anywhere. So now I know where my phone is. Actually, it is just a cheap phone but I have three phones all together inside that one case and it means that 3 numbers are in it. I wonder when can I have it back? I have contacted the owner's brother but he have not reply. So I hope he will get back to me soon.

Now, if I were to answer the question myself I would say that I might be too busy that I could not focus but on the other hand, thinking about how careless I was, I should be reminded of be very careful next time and perhaps I should carry less stuff.

Till then. Bye and God Bless.


With Love,

Adam Geordrey

Thursday 26 March 2015

Pray for the people with good deeds

Hello again. Almost time to have my working hours end. I am kind of tired and sleepy, to be honest and I really need to have my rest. So, I guess I will be sleeping early tonight. Let me just go straight to the point. As you can see, the title of this entry is "Pray for the people with good deeds".I will tell you what had happened yesterday and I hope the story explains why I choose this title for my entry today.

Well, as I have mentioned in my previous post, I have my tuition classes scheduled on Wednesday and Friday night, starting from 7:00 PM till 9:00 PM. So, yesterday as usual (since I do not have any transport - I hope soon will be), I asked my housemate to fetch me from the tuition center. Unfortunately, something unexpected happen. He broke his car key at the petrol station while he wanted to start the engine. When I heard the news, I was blurred at first and then I give myself some options on what should I do. These are the choices which I had in mind last night: First, I might be able to get a bus to the city and wait at my workplace until the next day. Second, wait at the bus stop in case I am lucky enough to get a Menggatal bus (which the possibility is SO LOW). Third, walk back home. I know that if I were to get some numbers for taxi perhaps I can get back home easily but well, its all about MONEY, and I do not have much of it. Now, guess which option did I took? Trrrrrrrrr.... I WALK! I decided to walk back home because I know I need to be energetic to do my work the next day, and if I did not have good sleep I would not be able to give my best. So, I walked for quite a distance and suddenly, a small sized car, Kancil stopped near me and a middle-aged man ask where am I heading to. So, I told him that I am walking back home ( I told him my place), and he offered me a ride. I was surprised and he was being so polite because he asked me whether it is okay for him to drop me at the junction because he will be heading to a different road from there, and I answered it is good enough that he had shortened my distance of walking back home. When we arrived at the junction, I asked how much should I pay but he refuse, and again, I was speechless. I can only say thank you, and he drove away after he dropped me. I was so speechless and the only thing that came to my mind was, "I can only pay his kind heart by sending some prayers to God that this man may found great happiness in his life, may he be blessed in whatever he do, and be protected". When I did that, I talked to myself and remind myself about treating others the way we want to be treated. To be honest, in today's world we can hardly trust people what more a stranger. but, the incident last night really shows that these minority people are still exists, and because of that we should be grateful and a simple prayer alone means a lot.

I will never forget the incident, the hardship of my life and above all, to get myself reminded from time to time that no matter who we are, we are all human being. Now that makes me wonder, why the big cars which drove so fast on the road yesterday does not even bother to drop by and ask? Well, the drama and movies on tv and cinema shows it all. It is always the 'commoners' who have the kind and concern heart, simply because they know how it feels to be in a difficult time. Well, I do not want to accuse all rich people of being ignorant and selfish, because I do believe there are minor people from that group who are still concern. So, are you one of the person who made up the minority group?

*I was kind of in a hurry this morning and I left my phone at home. Now I realize how dependent I am with it. I cannot wait to be back home and get the phone. :(


That is all for now. Gotta go. 

Till next time. Goodbye and God Bless.



With Love,

Adam Geordrey

Tuesday 24 March 2015

Learn how to have some self control

Good morning world! I have been blogging for quite a while now and I could not recall when was the first time that I started my blog entry (well, it should be as simple as go to the first entry that I posted in my blog right? LOL). Come to think about it, I am kind of surprise myself that I am still loyal doing this thing for years now and having the same number of "tiny" follower and readers. I do not know for sure if people do come and read my blog. But still, I would love to share and hopefully it would not makes me end up being someone who is accused of being "a bad blogger". When I say bad, I mean cruel. 

This is my look the morning, few hours before I go by bus to attend the SPP interview.


Thinking about it makes me wonder, perhaps if I really want to have a difference in my blog entry I should make a change right? So, the first effort was by getting a new setting. There you go. New banner on the top, and new colours and blog background. I was walking back home from work yesterday for about 1Km + + and suddenly something struck me in my head. I should do something better with my blog if I really wants to inspire people or do good to the community. So, I should give it a try. Perhaps things like sharing some tips, tutorials, or anything interesting right? Okay. I have set the goal. Wish me luck!


So, here is my first simple attempt of sharing.

Learn How To Have Self-Control (5 Simple Rules)
  1. Do not be ashamed of what we are and be honest because good friend (human) should be able to suits themselves with us and accept us as we are if they are really kind.
  2. When it comes to spending money, know our own status. If we could not afford it, just let it go and have self control. Do not spend more than you should just because you need to follow others and NEVER do it to impress anyone. Because its your money we are talking about, not theirs!
  3. Its good to be a kind person who can easily tolerate with others, remember, sometimes we should say NO if we need to say NO. Not because we refuse to tolerate but it is because to let them know its our right to decide and they should understand because we have the right to be respected.
  4. If people does not agree with your words. Just remain silent, and let them be. We have nothing to lose. If they think they got it right, and they made it all the way by having those attitudes, just let them be because they might be a winner in a race designed with such attitude but believe me, a single mould could not produce more than one shape. If they do, then it must be a retarder one. HAHAHA..
  5. Breath if your heart felt unconscious or beats fast. Calm down and stay rationale. It will keep you sane and stay in the same mode as you always expect.


Wow! I do it for real! It feels good that I actually brainstorm my own tips. Anyway, I will try to work on for a better blog entry. by the way, I will be interviewing an author of an English Novel entitled, The Dark Prince Soulmate. The interview will be published in an "Article" form, here in my blog. So, if you want to know more. Please stay tuned! I cannot wait to see her and learn on how to get my novel published.

This is the book written by her.



That is all for now. Till next time. Bye and God Bless.



With Love,

Adam Geordrey

Monday 23 March 2015

About sharing, be grateful, and remembrance

Hello! Its my time to go home now, and I will in a few more minutes. I just want to post some updates on what I have been doing for the past few days during my weekend. Lets start with last Friday. I had my tuition class with the primary school students as usual but this time I was given a different room. It was kind of small but easier for me to handle the students as well as better since I do not have to face any anonymous who would listen to me and look at me while I was teaching as how it is when I was handling my class in a bigger room next door. I do find that the class last Friday was quite a success because first of all, I managed to handle the noise though some boys were going out quite frequent with an excuse of going to the loo while they are actually playing outside. Second of all, it was because I am kind of prepared with materials and a guided lesson plan which I prepared before I enter my class. Last but not least, it is because they students wrote something and they do exercises as I planned and the fact that the time was ticking without me noticing that it was exceeded a few minutes of the exact time for the class to end. So, I would say that it was a success!

On Saturday, I was supposed to have my private tutoring at a client's house. However, the family went back to their hometown and the class was cancelled. I was quite overjoyed because it means that I can have the whole day for myself with the laundry and perhaps some rest. My housemate and I were supposed to go out for a grocery shopping. However, I guess he was tired that he really his rest with a little nap, and he did. So, we was not able to work the plan but we decided to go out later that day for our dinner and having it unplanned we went to CentrePoint to watch a late night movie, Cinderella. It was a great movie. Trust me. Go and watch!

The Ticket (I wonder if GST were applied how much it will cost us? Nervous......)


My dinner. It has been a while that I did not eat Kuey Teow. It was delish!


Another class which I should have last Saturday was also cancelled because my student does not feeling well. I was already waiting for the bus when I get her text. It was tiring but I just take it as a blessing. Amen.


That should be it for now. I need to go now. Need to do window shopping and our living room need a new clock. So, till next time. Bye for now and God Bless.



With Love,



Adam Geordrey

Friday 20 March 2015

Patience . Faith . Humble

Hello there. TGIF! I still want to state that four letter words despite the full working weeks that I will be having each day. Now I understand why people could not wait to have their weekend. And by having my working weeks full, I do understand the feeling of the workers who works at any place where they can only have a day off per week. And I used to do that kind of job too.

Anyway, a lot of things need to be settled down as soon as possible and I have lots of delayed and postponed work. I really want to but not so sure is it because I am lazy or is it because I am busy? To be safe, I will take both as an answer. Yesterday, I get called by the place where I used to have my work as a temporary worker regarding my salary. To be honest, I am quite happy to know that they called me telling about the salary instead of I call them asking about my salary as I used to do. However, that happiness kind of fade away when the call was just to inform me about my "incomplete" document which I doubt it since I already have my appoint letter. But, hey I do not want to make a big fuss about it though I really need those money due to my current situation which really kills me. But still, I try to stay strong because I know there is no point in getting myself into a weak body, mind and soul just because of that one thing. So, I just give what they want although I need to take a bus to the town and leave my work for a while and walk and walk and walk just to get the document that they needed. I took the chance to see the person in charge since their office were just next to the KWSP building and talking to him makes me feel better. At least I have got to hear what I expect to hear and not a cliche stuff like, "we have do what we need to do so now you just wait".

Waiting for my turn

Well, as I have said to some who are close to me. I really hope that they can see the difficulties that I need to go through just because of their 'not so concern' way in taking care of people's welfare. I do not want to blame anyone but what I am trying to say is, if you have been in my shoes before you are in your current state, you need to know better the hardship of being in this stage. But if you never been in my shoes because you happens to have a lucky and wealthy life then please have some pity to understand my situation because I am not born as luck as you are. Okay bebeh?

Cooking at my friend's mum place
Okay. Enough about that because I do not want to over-think about it because I need to stay sane for my class which I will be having in another 2 hours and in between I need to prepare my materials and perhaps complete my "TASK" God.. help me!!!

Anyway, the picture above were taken by a friend last weekend where we spent some quality time with friends and friend's family at their place. Gosh. I am fat. haha... gotta go now!




With Love,

Adam Geordrey.
God Bless.

Thursday 19 March 2015

Stay Strong

Good morning everyone. How are you today? As promised yesterday, I am going to post some update on what has been going on with my life recently. I was having my tuition class yesterday at 7pm - 9 pm which means that I am working from 8 am - 5 pm and continue from 7pm - 9pm. Honestly I was kind of exhausted and I would say that it is not due to the workloads but it is more like being burn out with the long journey of walking to and fro my workplace, Each time that I see the bikers with their motorbike and the riders with their bicycle, I will have this feeling inside of me that keeps on saying "How nice would it be if I have a motorbike, and I would be grateful enough if I can afford a bicycle. Seriously, my expenses for the public transportation is more as compared to if I own a motorbike and spend on the fuel. However, on the other side I did not own any driving license and it means that I can only ride a bicycle but still, I do not have the money to get one for me. Now, talking about money, I was called by the workplace where I worked before, Up till today, I have not get the money for my salary and honestly it is kind of making me devastated especially in this situation where I really need to own a transport to ease me with my work. Disappointed. So, right after I end this post I will be leaving and try to settle everything by today. Tiring but I have to. If only they understand what I need to go through just to claim my right. Well, enough about that I guess. Need to talk about something else.

Last weekend, I was supposed to have my home tuition class in IP but it was cancelled. So, I was planning to do my laundry and settle some work. However, a former colleague invited us for some outing at the restaurant near Alamesra. So we did. While waiting for the next  meeting with that former colleague, my housemate and I went to F.O.S to have a look if they offer any good deal. I found mine! I bought a slim fit pants (though I am fat) and with the colour that I like but not confident to wear, I bought them for only RM15!!! Cheap right? I know. I am a cheapskate! Tell me about it. If you are in my shoes then you will understand. :)


I do love the shirt because of the fabric and the colour and of course because of the price. It is RM15 ONLY!!! Unfortunately, since I could not get my size and I do not want to spend much I just bought the pants, And that picture on the right was taken in the elevator at UTC where I was supposed to have my private tutoring with one student but it was cancelled.


And the picture above was taken by my housemate at Gaya Street Old Town Cafe. To be honest, I am not a fancy type of person. But hey, I need to suits myself with others sometime. So, once in a blue moon should be okay. But to have it too often, I do not think that I can afford it. 


And this is my housemate. He is in the process of trying to apply for any scholarship to further his masters abroad. He has got three offers from Sheffield, Bristol and Kings College, and he is applying other universities in case, Let us all pray for him so everything is going to be allright and may he get the scholarship without any/much trouble. Okay? Thanks for the prayers. :)


I think that should be it for now. Need to settle some stuff and get back to work. Love you all. Stay healthy, stay lovely, stay strong.


With Love,

Adam Geordrey.
God bless.

Wednesday 18 March 2015

Random Post


As what the topic mentioned above, this is going to be a random post. I would love to update more on everything but my friend has just called me and offering me a ride home. Unfortunately, I cannot go with her since I will be having my tuition class tonight. However, she suggested that we may also go and spend some time chit chatting at the so called usual place. Therefore, I really need to go and this is just some random thing for me to post. Will update more thing soon. 

Anyway, I am not so sure if people do drop by and read what I wrote. If you happens to read this statement, it means that you are one of the reader of my blog. Thanks for dropping by and I would really appreciate it if you leave me some comment or just hit the "FOLLOW" button.

Okay. That is all for now. Till then. God bless.



With Love,

Adam Geordrey

Saturday 14 March 2015

Working 7 days per week

Hello people! How are you? okay. This is going to be short and fast post. I was planning my weekend as usual, laundry and all that. Unfortunately, I was not able to do as I plan since emergency friend-colleague-call for spending time together came up at the very last minute. So, I need to reconstruct my plan. Its Sunday tomorrow and I will be having my tuition class tomorrow afternoon. I hope everything is going to be allright. ok then. Good night. Gotta go.

Wednesday 11 March 2015

Hope and Faith

Took this picture during my final year in Uni. Was a part of Student's Society for the faculty. Miss those moments.



Hello everyone. Good day. How is everyone? I hope the third day of the weekdays is not a torture with loads of works and pressure. Let it be an awesome day okay?
In my case, I am back to "work" today and trying to get another task done under this "work". Its my third week if I count it right and I am still learning and trying to keep myself stable with everything especially when it comes to time management and money concern.

I have a great news to be shared today! Well, after the long wait, I was finally called for an interview to be assigned as an educator, or to be precised, as a teacher. We have wait long enough and I am really grateful that I was given the opportunity to attend the interview which was held yesterday at 9.30 am at wisma BSN, Kota Kinabalu. I know that I should be really grateful the fact that there are some pre-service teachers and some courses are not yet getting any call. Guys... Just wait patiently and do search for backup plans and any job to do while waiting. Teslian did that too, we look for job while waiting because it is good to have a backup plan as well as to earn more experience in any field. 

We/I can only hope for now because I have done my part the best that I could and I must have faith in it that if its meant to be then it will be. For the time being, I will keep on doing what I am doing and trying to stay strong for whatever circumstances that may happen in the wait of something great. They might say that I am crazy but I just want to challenge myself and try to remind myself of how grateful I am that I am granted and occupied with things that I need though it might feel how incomplete my life is.

Here's a rough weekly schedule for now (This is my second week to live this schedule):

Monday - Friday 8.00 am - 5.00 pm (office job)
Wednesday 7.00 pm - 9.00 pm (Handle a class at a Tuition Centre)
Friday 7.00 pm - 9.00 pm (Handle a class at a Tuition Centre)
Saturday 8.00 am - 10.00 am (Conduct a home tuition at a customer's house)
Sunday 1.00 pm - 4.00 pm (Conduct a private tutoring at UTC Library)

Looking at these lists, people might think that I earn a lot. Well, to be honest I earn just a little but I am learning to tell myself to be grateful of the "rezeki" given to me. I need the money, I do, but above all I am looking forward to earn more experience and to help in a way that I can.
Some might also wants to say that its easy but hey, just to let you know, I do  not own any transport and I travel by public transport (Bus) and though I go by bus, I still need to walk up the hills and walk pass the village each day to do these jobs and generally speaking, each day I need to go on and off at least 3 different buses to go to my destination which means 3 bus from home to workplace and another 3 bus from workplace to go home. That makes 6 buses per day. :)

I just want to share these experience and story of my life to let you know that, we might think that we have gone worst case but we never know what others have gone through, so be grateful and if you ever feels like giving up please believe that there is hope and have faith in whatever that you do.

If you are amazed by what I am trying to do now, trust me I myself would not believe why and how I do it. And I myself are not so sure how long can I live this schedule of my current life's activity. However, if you are not impressed and think that it is just nothing, then it is okay. I do respect your view, this is just for general sharing.

That should be it for now. I will share some photos during the interview in my next post. So, stay with me and I will share them soon.

That is all for now. Live that Hope and have Faith.



With Love,

Adam Geordrey

Monday 2 March 2015

Difficult times teach us to appreciate the good time

Hello and good morning everyone! Happy Monday! We are now in March and looking at the calendar seriously remind me on how fast time flies.  It feels like I just have m graduation day few weeks back and now its already another year and it is on its third month of the year 2015. All that I can say is I am happy and being so grateful that God has grant me another day today and hopefully another year and another year and another year for me to go for all the dreams that I have made and of course to be a better human.

If you ask me, yes I am still doing my 'job' here in PPIB, UMS as a Research Assistant under Prof Vincent. Well, to be honest I am still not confident to call myself as RA what more as Prof Vincent's RA. He is just too great to have a very tiny small little mind and person like me to be his RA. Well, that actually explains why I always said it as a 'job' instead of a job. I am still trying to hold on and see how thing goes the fact that I have applied a variety of jobs and position in almost everywhere in any way that I could but unfortunately, I just do not have the luck yet. Well, someone or perhaps a lot of people might be disagree with me when I put 'luck' into the situation. However my dear friends and readers, when I say 'luck' it does not means that I just depend on it alone without doing anything to make it work. Its easy, everyone wants to be a winner, everyone wants to have what they wish and want, and everyone will do whatever it takes to reach that goal. However, it will still depend on luck because, only the lucky one will get what they want after all the hard work that they have done. If you still does not buy my words, take this for a very simple good example. Let say, in a cooking competition, everyone were asked to boil and egg with the best 'half-boiled egg' result and everyone were given an egg with the same type, grade, size, and quality and everyone were asked to do everything at the same time, same temperature same measurement. So, in your opinion, will everyone get the same result of a good 'half-boiled egg'? I know the answer. You know the answer. The esiest way to answer this is by saying a yes or a no, but still the safest and most brilliant way to answer this is, 'it depends', now that phrase ladies and gentleman, means 'see who got the luck'! 

Anyway, I am not trying to prove anything but its just my way in looking at it. If you buy it then get it for free, if you does not buy it, that is okay, we are all good. :)


Now, back to the topic above. Honestly, I am trying and learning to appreciate whatever I have and whoever I am with. I have been saying this "life is too short" but I never believe it 100%. However, as time goes by, I started to see the fast ticking clock on my wall of life showing that I have so many things to be done and yet too little time given that it might be impossible to accomplish everything but its worth trying. I keep that in mind and now, with my current situation of being unemployed (no stable job), I learn a lot about being grateful and life is not easy, so please do not make it even harder! hahaha... Just for my own record, each day to go to my 'workplace' I need to go on and off buses at least 3 times and still, I need to walk for hundreds steps in between. I spent approximately RM10 per day for my bus fare and if I did not bring my lunch box of course it will cost me more. Honestly speaking, my legs are shaking each day thinking that how long will I stay and do this thing each day. I do not know for sure but I am willing to try and keep on trying. I do believe that all of the hardship that I am facing at the moment is a temptation towards a better tomorrow. I keep this in my, "difficult times teach us to appreciate the good time' and so I am willing to do this because I know there are people who might be facing an even worst situation, so I should be grateful. Be grateful for everything.

Okay pals. Need to get back to work. A lot to do. With this post, I am sharing you my photo taken this morning. Too shy to show the ugly truth so I edited them.. Haha..

Self Personal Record - First card for this 'job'
The ugly truth - Nerd return.

Okay they, till next posts, Love you guys and God Bless.

With Love,

Adam Geordrey.


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