The Passion of Cooking

Have I ever told you that I love cooking? Yeah.. I think my Chippy know about this because I did sometime cook for Chippy, I mean special for Chippy. I love cooking and as usual if we love something, no matter what we will do it anyway right? Yeah, being a hostel student will  not stop me from doing the cooking thing since I have the shared rice cooker... Wondering how? Last time I also wondering how to cook using rice cooker? But then once I tried and I fall in love and I do it until now. Sometime I even cook for my Lunch Box. Cheap, saving money and of course I cook what I want to eat.
Talking about that, well I cooked last night for my and my BFF dinner. Before we going back after the mass yesterday we went to Giant supermarket to buy something to cook and I saw Tauge & tauhu (my Fav) and I bought them. That is our dish last night... Hehehe... Miss the moment that I cooked at home.. huuhuhu..

The knife for cooking...Hostel bha..

The Tauge...

The Tauhu...

The cooking.. using rice cooker of course...

The final result of the cooking.. Yeah.. I have my dish..

 Well, yesterday on the date of 30-0ct0ber-2011, it is our first anniversary.. Me and Chippy.. I am so grateful to have Chippy in my life.. Never that I expect that I will have something like this in my entire life.. Chippy, I want you to know that no matter what happen, I will try my very best to be the best for you.. I also hope that you will give your very best to me as well.. Less fighting, more sharing and discussing like a real matured couple.. Not to forget, this relationship that we are having is going to bring the good to everyone especially us.. I love you Chippy...


With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Love Special Space

Love, Love and Love.. One simple word that can define infinity meaning. Love can go and stay wherever it wants. Can we keep it? Can we call it? Or can we own it? Erm.. Well, it depends on the person who receive the signal of the coming of Love. Some will deny, some will accept openly and some even ignore it. For me, that Love which came by itself should first be evaluate sincerely by the person who wants it because it is not only about our own self but it is about everyone else and to be more specific, it is about you and me. Just remember not to torture that Love too much when we do the evaluation because it may makes the Love scared to approach us and it may makes it go away, and might never come back.

Now, let us see what we can do to welcome this Love. First of all, we must make sure that it has one special space for it to stay and enjoy itself and must remember to find the nearest place for that special space so that the comfort feeling that it produce when the Love enjoy the space that we put it in will be spread to us and people around us as well.

Secondly, make sure that it wont affect us in a negative way. Some people misunderstood the meaning of love that they sacrifice a lot for a love that obviously leads them to a destruction. Nevermind, sometime Love just want to have some test unto us. So, we must always stay in a rationale mindset so that instead of being destroyed by that 'Dark Love' we will be able to make it shine as white as snow.

Lastly, we must ensure that once that Love felt comfortable staying in that Special Space that we prepared we will take a very good care of it because it will be meaningless once we tear that Love into pieces.

Love Angel, remember that no matter how strange that Love feeling that we have for anyone in this world, we must take a very good care of it because we are special that it has choose us to be its keeper.

Taking at Waterfront

Love, I am happy that you come to me at last eventhough I never expect that I will have you in this strange situation, but I really appreciate you. I know that sometime there will be something that can tear you into pieces but I promise that I will protect you even before you show your crack.

People, lets celebrate love...

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

How nice?

People often ask how if? Why do they ask such question that they already know there will be no answer for those questions? Well, human always act that way. They know about something already but they will never satisfied. Why should we act that way? well.. Who knows?
I just want to tell how much I love this peaceful country with its nice people (original okay.. not spicy) that always there for each other. I love this country that I always have the chance to enjoy the nature and of course live with the nature. Unfortunately, how sad and pathetic it feels that human are so greedy that this mother nature is on their way to the destruction made by selfish and smelly human?
 Maybe some will give the cheapest excuse by saying, "we work for the living and all the work done by us actually is done for you". I know that maybe sometime we will said that "yes, we need those product for a more convenience life" but people, don't you think that you life wont be convenience anymore once we lost this virgin nature? All those crap and nonsense is useless. Just wait and see, once our mother nature respond to our silly action, by that time it is too late to say sorry. So please appreciate what we have.
Talk about me, busy with study (eventhough does not seem like I am busy) and also some work that 'eat' most of my time. All I want to do now is to rest, stay at some place that need me to enjoy reading, watching, singing, listening, talking, cooking and of course LIVING...

Nice Flower right?

Enjoy and care for this nature that it is the source of love, a gift from God, because once you lost it, you wont know how does it feels and looks like anymore....

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

It can Heal anything.. but not diabetes

Well, I am just trying to be funny in the mood of very tiring life for the whole week and of course for the whole semester. Just want to update on something, felt so tired so want to blog very quickly.
Today is a hectic day. Morning wake up so early and yet last night sleep for only 3 hours (so sleepy now), then have our class this morning, got another class (tutorial) and I don't know to say that I am very lucky or just that not so lucky since I have not presented my part of the presentation. But maybe looking on the bright side, I have more time to prepare (I better make a 'real' preparation) but on the dark side, it makes me felt more scared about what will happen to us since she gave us more time to prepare. Well, it's a heavy rain just now and we walk in the rain to submit our assignment to Dr. Christina. Hopefully we will have a Brilliant marks.. Well, the effort tells everything...
Need to have PLENTY of rest.. I really mean it.. Well, yeah just to respond to the tittle for this entry.. What I mean by 'it can heal anything..but not diabetes' actually referring to Tea Box.. my favourite drinks of all.. Very stress last night but buy a cup of tea box for me shared with my BFF, and yeah it actually heals.

Try is, YOU SHOULD!

Well, problems came and never stop because it keeps on coming. But don't worry because after every problem that we face have leave you it leave something for you...

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Being someone

I want to save money. Yeah. Why do I said that? Yeah. That is my very important virtue for current time (hopefully it will last longer, at least until I have another income.. Quite impossible but yeah... Don't know)

I just dont get it when people always trying to makes others life miserable. Let see some of the common sample,

1.A stall keeper ask for an extra money when we add a little bit more of some the spice in our food

2.People who stepped on others gadget and makes it turned off but does not even bother to say sorry

3.People who loves to stare at people with a killer eye and trying to show that they are holy while others are  

   sinful

4.People who said that they are friend but always hurt others friend in any way that they could

5.People who cheat, by saying they did what we asked but they actually didn't

6.People who never understand that people want to be treated like how they themselves want

*Have lot more to say but just don't know what is it for even that I wrote it here.. USELESS..

Well, being someone who are chosen to educate people is said to be something that are very  holy. Really? Maybe some just do it for money? Some may do it for holiday? Some may do it to proves that they can do it? Some may do it for someone else?

Or could it be someone do it because it is what they love?

I don't care. I used to love this profession and I hope that I will love it more but I can feel that that feeling that used to stick deep inside of me has fade away. Why? I don't know. Well, maybe I know but I don't have to tell it here because I want to let only me, myself and I know the real reason.

No matter what it is, I will always put my very own effort to improve my skill in the field that I am related currently because that is what I supposed to do.

I have a great passion in Performing Arts and I love to do anything which related to the arts thing. I do not want to waste my time by doing something that I don't like. But again, is something that I like actually something worth to do?

Maybe today I am something that I felt like I don't really want to be, 

who knows tomorrow I will be the person that I always want to be,

hopefully that time I am not going to regret what I have decided.

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

What should we do when we also don't know what to do?

Bloggers (may not exist here) have you ever wondered how to live your life? What do you actually run for in your life? I still remember my lecturer said something about life this morning.. She asked us, 'what are you actually search for in your life?' It actually reminds me to myself. I have read a lot of reading materials that asked about what do we seek in this life? I've read plenty of them and most of it appear in the novel about life. Now I just want to ask about what actually that I seek in my life? How can I said that I don't know the answer? How can I know the answer anyway? Too many question but too little answer...
All I can say here is that no matter what we seek for in our lives, make sure that God always join our journey because our life will end up with the result of revealing the 'treasure' that we've found in the journey to seek 'something' in our life.

For those who have partners, appreciate them and for sure both of you should work for the relationship that you have made. What is it for to build the relationship which covered by lots of love but in the end it is destroyed because of lack of trust, not loving enough and shaking due to the non-stop troubles?
Well, the answer is all in the one who holds you which is you yourself. Of course we believe that God has set up everything for us while we live in His stage but we should not forget to act as a very good actor and actresses.

With Love,
Gior D' Ray

Birthday Boy

Yehoo. Happy Saturday Adam. I am right here right now sitting in the library to share my worldly view with anyone here (although I know nobody read/comment my blog).. hehehe.. never mind. But for the sake of blogging, I'll do it.

Actually I wish that I really want to post some thing on 10/10/2011 which is my birthday but I really don't have enough time to do so due to the very pack schedule that I have this whole month. Why? i also don't know but I can feel that this semester I don't have enough time for myself and of course to have an enough rest (or should In say excessive?) erm... maybe it is a sign that I will excel in my study starting from this sem onwards? Amen.

anyway, I got a lot of picture to share, basically it is about the sms wish that I received from my phone.. Thanks buddy...

Before that, I would like to share about the day that I have during my birthday. Actually i don't have any celebration for my birthday this year. No cakes... Huuu.. Sad.. Erm.. teda duit la... And what makes it more hiperbolic is that I am having myself overload with assignments, task, discussion and presentation. Great!

Anyway, thanks to those who have wish me and of course thanks to those who have gave me a pleasant present.. Will upload it later...

Yesterday, I got my tutorial for Psychology and guess what? I am not ready. Luckily the lecturer decided to give us time for another preparation and that actually makes me want to do much much better so that I wont feel 'not-ready' anymore. After that, we went to Lembaga Kebudayaan Sabah for our Art Appreciation. We got very little tiny info, hopefully it will help us to do our further research. I also wondering why we choose that particular ethnic? Erm.. yeah it is hard, maybe not for someone but nevermind... It is a challenge.. At least we learn something new although it is not so easy a.k.a difficult. If we do something that we already know it might be very easy for us but do we learn something? Maybe but the possibility is very LOW.

This is Bae Me...Thanks Alex...

The LAUNDRY

The Mug from Yong.. Thanks Yong

Taken during outing after doing the research
venue:K-box,Suria Sabah

My happiness list for today's entry:

1.Got a new Mickey Doll as my present.. I'ts a baby Mickey

2.Get a new mug as my present as well.. It's a toilet figura..

3.Bought 3 Malay novel which cost me RM3 each

4.Do my morning prayer (wake up prayer)

5.Finish laundry last night at 12.00 a.m.

*Need to add more daily.. Especially the work done in God's name..

Well, I think I should get back to work. Enjoy reading...

I am beautiful in my way

Just a short semantic teasing.. Can anyone here define the meaning for the terms 'beautiful'? Anyone? Well, never mind. Let us see my own definition about what 'beatiful' really is. For me the real beauty of something is determined by how people or to be more accurate how the owner of that thing see it. For me, beauty is abstract and what may seen as beautiful for others may be ugly to me and vice versa. So, it means that no matter how expensive or how cheap you are, it will be nice and brilliant if you look at it in a unique and of course lovely way.
 Nah, actually my main intention is just to tell the world (or more accurate to tell this private blog) that I does not really care about what others think of me and who I am because I know what I am doing and I know everyone has their own right to do whatever they want as long as they did not hurt people. Of course it is important to listen to other's thinking so that we can improve ourselves. However, the advice or shout out should stay in it's own limit because we do not want it to take control of our lives. The best way is to be yourself but be a better self from time to time..

The tie and the shirt may not suits each other
but for me they suits each other very well
because I am the one who wear it.

By the way, still living in the busyness of campus life. Need to improve more on my English especially for my presentation purpose. Maybe need to go back to basic.. Speak more in English especially among Teslian. Yeah.. Assignment? Work? Duty? Presentation? Life? God? Love? etc.... Lot of things need to be consider day to day to ensure that I am not going to miss the most important part of my life. What is it so important? Well, everything. Will work harder on that. Will change the bad result and will change the bad thing.. Everything.. Adam, you can do it. Be a celebrity of your own, find the path where you can feels like you are at your heavenly home. Amen.

The hat and the Towel may not okay for you but for me
It's FABULUOUS!!! Hehehe..
p/s:New hat.. Cheap2..

With Love,
Gior D' Ray

Time and time

Being a student is a profession where we are working along with the time. Some may said that we are working 'for' the time and some even said that we are working 'by time to time'. For me, it is simple, if we do not want to be a slave for time, why not we make time as our friend where both of us can get the profit from the relationship created between us and time?

Talking about time, I am still working with my time management in order to have an effective time management but not to let myself dying with the time pusher. So, one of the best way to ensure that we are walking along with time, we need the timer a.k.a watch or clock or whatever item that can tell us about time.

I bought one nice red clock previous Monday in the search for our text book. At first my plan is to get a brand new battery for my Mickey's clock. However, I just realize that the clock needs a small battery for the 'time power' and the triple A battery for the light. So, count how mush do I have to spend to make it 'alive'? herm... So, I decided to buy a new clock and I have it with the price of cheap2 la... And I bought the battery.. Everready... Costy battery for a longer life span of my clock. Yeah... Put it on the wall already yesterday... 

Wish that it will help me with my time management.. Amen..

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

The Tiredness

HeyLow! I am back, at last. Well actually I 'steal' some time of mine to update this lovely Gior D' Rayly blog so that I wont be left behind in my own time (like what had happened to my Blacky Diary... Uhuhu. Pity Blacky..
Well, better make it fast for this post since I still have LOAD to do..
Well, last weekend, we went to Beaufort for our Appresiasi Seni task. We went there by car and there are 5 of us. We stay in a home there (actually one of our member has her keluarga angkat during baktisiswa and we're staying with them.. Will put some picture here anyway.. Oh ya, by the way we stop for a while at Membakut (but no picture taken) and Papar (first time..yeah...)

The location.. KPG GARAMA, Beaufort

Baju Bisaya

Sempat lg try bj di fitting room beaufort

Ni di fitting room Papar..

Cute kan? His name is Ikhwan.. I call him Ikhwan yeba yeba.. The kids at the house where we stay

Singgah di Papar

Last pit stop.. MCD near UMS

Yeah, that's the story of going to Beaufort.. Now, want to share about the obstacle that we've been through in the search for the Form 4 English text book. Fuh, really hard. Let me tell it in written words.
1. Finish Art Appreciation class and want to put the bag at the library when we saw a TUT bus just moving in an opposite direction. We miss the buss.
2. There's a bus and it's totally empty. BUT we only realize that it's not going to KK but only 1B (so we drop at 1B..Get into another bus.. Traffic Jammed (real bad Jam)
3. Reach CP we have our ;ate lunch.. Then go to Eaton (under stock checking) and no books.. Went to Popular CP (out of stock)..
4. Went to KK Plaza but there's none.. Went to Tai Yang Segama but also no text book (at least we found a good place where my BFF can get a new spec with a cheap price.. And the shop owner tell us where else we can find a bookstore.. Unfortunately, the lady in the shop quite rude.. bencilah..
5. we walk around in avery blurr mode.. Thats when an idea of surfing the net to search another bookstore in KK comes in my mind.
6. Went to Gaya Internet Centre and surf (found the address and call them to book the book) yeah.. Luckily we make it just in time because they have only 4 books left.
7.Have to pay RM30 for the taxi from Gaya to City Mall and went back to CP. p/s:the uncle need Rexona..
8.have to wait from6.30 pm till 8.15 pm to go back to UMS... huhuu...
9. Reach the UMS library and only have few minutes to search for the info regarding the Semantic thingy.
10. Went back to room and stay up late to finish the task... Tiring and a big FUH right? but quite happy that we struggle that bad to get that book... Fuh..

look's like Gay Internet Centre right?hehehe.. illusion

This is the Precious Book...hehehe.. Wrapped it last night..

I know this entry is very very long and I should stop but I still want to continue telling my Happy Feeling to everyone (macamlah orang baca) hehehe.. I bought my new BM novel last week.. It's my favourite Author .. Hlovate... I've read her/his book entitled TUNAS and it caught my attention and my intention as well to have all of his/her collection.. why am I using his/her? It is because this author 'Hlovate' does not reveal his/her identity so no one know who Hlovate really is.. Will collect all of Hlovate's collection soon..

My Lovely Hlovate's latest novel.. Wrapped it last night..

The other side of the cover.. 2in1..

Well... As usual..

With Love,

Gior D' Ray