I lost it...

It is so true that people always said that we will only realize how much we love something only when it has gone.. Sometime we does not even realize how important they are to us and how meaningful it is to us.. but we do know when we have lost it.. When will this kind of attitude will change for the sake of everyone and everything? Here, I would like to announce that I have lost my key, the key that has brought some special meaning to me... I still remember the time I bought it, there's only two left and one with purple rose and the other one is with pink rose.. I bought them two and I ask my Best Friend to choose which hand and he actually pick the hand which contain the colour of roses that he actually does not really want which is pink... And it means that the purple one is mine.. I still remember the place, its near KK Plaza and we bought it after we get my friends hair trimmed.. But now it has gone... I am so sad.. May be it won't happen if only I listen to my instinct that warns me twice... Miss it so much.... My luvly Purple Key... I really wish that I could meet you again... I really miss you...

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Those who are really nice is always nice

I was depressed by those freak people who always try to make my life more miserable than it is.. They thought everybody were just like them, love to take control on other's life and follow what they did, and feeling that they have the power over other's life. But sometime, in this creepy bunch of human, there will be one drop of rain that may heal the drought even it may only brings a drop of water on its own but it is good enough to make someone feel that they are still exist and realize that a human should be treated as a human and nobody else can take over our lives except God and they are nobody.. Thanks a lot to that person. I know that you are a nice person since the first time that I am living with you and even now that I am not but I know that you are always kind and I hope and wish that the kindness of yours will just stay in that way forever.. Amen..
Yeah.. Stressed out by the waiting assignment and of course by the Final Exam season that has just started.. There's a lot to work on with and time is a flow of midst from the hill, it wont wait for you but it will just leave you if you stay and keep resting your feet in the river.. Erm.. what would those words means though? Neyah... Maybe someone should interpret this " penyajak kabur"... 
My Chippy.. Do you love Mango? Which Mango, drink? Fruit? Of perhaps the Mango Brand? hehe... I saw this Mango symbol at Suria Sabah and I love it... It really inspiring (not only Mango but all the Teen Theme shop).. I can't wait to have my own business and of course shop.. Erm.. Chippy wanna be my partner?? Erm.. But, if I'm not mistaken you said you are not really into business right? Yeah... More to the Geographical thing la you... Suka la tu..hehehe..merah..,merah muka dia baca nie... Hehe...Wish me best of luck okay for the obstacle that may comes in my life.. and Give me support in my God Thing because I know that I really need Him now and I always do...


With Love,


Gior D' Ray

The Times

Fuh! Finally I managed to get my feet in the Times book store, yeah.. In Suria Sabah Mall.. Yeay.. blogie.. there's a girl behind me now trying to abuse me..as said by my BFF.. herm.. oh yeah.. and she said sexually abused..whats that all about?? Oh ya.. dapat duit maw kasi belanja bha dia tu..yeay! anyway.. here's the picture of the Times.... Yeah!! yeah kunun..jawab Psikologi tadi macam ngik nguk.... huhuhu... Ada lagi tu yg tinggal assignment yg blm dilengkapkan..... Phonology...

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Me?

The Place whereI always get blanked and sometime it dragged me out of the Blanked world

Guess what is this?

kukukuku.... This is a sign where I am trying to tell that I am totally blank.What should I do? Erm.. I know that there is so many thing waiting for me to settle them all down. but for now, I don't really have that heart and mind to do all of that.. but I know, in the end, I will be the one who will be so stressed up because of having too many works left undone.. By that time,who should be blame??No..no..no... better move then... I keep on thinking of running away from all this responsibilities.. but then I asked myself, until when I can stand to be a runner from my own troubles? Sometime I felt down when I try to compare what I do and what I have with everybody else.. But then, I will asked myself again, why did that happened that way? There must be a reason for that and I must found out why? Is it because I don't have broadband but they did? Is it because of they have car but I don't? Or is it because they are rich and I am not? Oh no..no..no.. Never think it that way, GiorY, you are so special and yu know that,you know what talent you have,you know who's leading you to the best and you know that your Heavenly Father will always take care of you without any rest.. So, be joyful dude... you are smarter than you think you are and FYI, tension is a good exercisefor your brain (but too much pressure can cause something else...ehm,,...)
Now,Chippy.. I love you.. I really love you..  <3(kunun). Often that I asked, do you love me? Often that I realized you will try to keep your problem from me.. but in the end, I find it out and I know that you try to be so hard to be break through but honey, sometime we must know that we are not always alone because I have you and for sure,you also have me.. I love you so much... Muahhhhhh...

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Rainbowie.. Where are you??

I miss my Rainbowie.. Huhu.. I miss you..I want to play my Ben 10 VCD using your Cd-Rom but when can I do so? Are you fine there in the PC workshop? How did they treat you? OMG.. I really miss my laptop.. Not to say that this small netbook is not okay.. but I love the stuff of my own better.. But, I still appreciate and happy that this netbook has helped me in doing my assignment.. Thanks.. Rainbowie.. Hope you will get better soon.. I really miss you.. Mumumuahhh..

Chippy.. I know that we have to struggle for so many things and we have to fight for this love.. I want you to know that I really love you and that I will not leave you forever.... 143 Chippy....

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

To the left to the left

Okay, now here we are. Sitting in a restaurant just because of a thing which is killing me and really make me SICK! I hate it when people tortured on others life and they never feels guilty at all and yet they keeps on doing it because it makes them happy and think that they are good enough to do that on others. This is so unfair! Why should I run like this if I pay the same as they do?Why should I felt like a stranger's in my own territory? Shit Them! Everything was and is just not right.I really hate this. But, what more can I do? What more can I say? maybe I did not deserve to ask for anything because I am a sinful person.. but.. They never mistakes and commit sins do they??? Erm... Everything seems so wrong.. I wont let this war ends with tears.. I will fight for what I want and I will do whatever it takes to defend and fight for my love... Chippy,I love you truly in my heart... I need your support and I really hope that me and my BFF will survive.. I know we will... So do my love for you Chippy...

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Still busy?

heyloo.. It's not that easy for me to update my blog within this few weeks.. So sad that my cutie sweetie lappy has to be sent to the PC City Clinic...huhuhu... And I am still drowned in my own delayed assignment... What more can I say?? I am sorry.. Chippy...huoooo... Miss you la... pity my BFF.. demam bha dia..bha Saya doakan semoga awak cepat sembuh yah?? CUte selalu...W/p ditimbun dgn assignment yg banjir angkara diri sendiri,,...

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Presentation & Oral exam

the Presentation

Our Cute teddy - Just receive it

Cute Aren't they?

The Oral

Okay, I guess I post too much today but I still want to do it since I don't have chance to do so for few days before. So, this post is about today and what had happened just now. Right now I am sitting in the library with my best friend and he's waiting for me until I finish my blogging.. Sabar okay genk? Hehehe..
Okay, today I have my presentation for a subject and I am glad that I've done mine (hopefully my lecturer like the lesson plan) and also I have my oral exam for the foreign language that I took. Erm.. It's not that difficult but since having lack of preparation, there you go.. You know the answer.. I don't want to fail, I don't want to repeat.. but if that happen, what more can I say? I will do my very best to pass this paper but if possible, I want to change this language to other language.. Hopefully Kadazan Dusun is fine.... Stress with it.. HUhu.. Pity me...
Okay.. I am Happy but I know I should do more assignment.. Oh.. I mean finish it all... Shouldn't wait...


With Love,


Gior D' Ray

Tesl Night

Okay, this maybe too late for me to talk on this but I still want to do this because I love it...
Actually at first we didn't plan to join but when we think about it again.. We should give our support to our seniors.. yeah! It's a nice event... Congratulation Seniors....
Here's some pic....


With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Sweet Friendship

With Lovely Seniors- Final years
Sis Jac, Sis Agnez & Sis...lupa la nama is my team went to USIM before

My Lovely outfit for The TESL Night - murah2! hehehe

Culinary?

The View of the 1 Borneo Grand Ballroom

Teslian First year and Lecturer

Misz Nina

The Card Envelope

The Front View of the card

The back View of the Card - copyright Gior D' Ray

The Content - innerside

Same content -different view

Huyahh! At last I managed to steal some time of mine to update my blog. There's a lot of things that I really want to talk about in here but due to the very little time that I have, so I'll talk about the current thing first. Yesterday is my friends birthday and we don't have the time to spend with her for her birthday so I made a birthday card for her and I hope she likes it. erm..  Here I post the photo of the card I made.. I like the "copyright" part the most.... ' Gior D' Ray' yeah.. That's me and my Future Company.. Yeah! Okay, I gotta go.. Doing my Phonology presentation and if still got time, I'll make some revision for my Jeps.. you know what it is... Can't wait to end this suffering.... Let me go Jeps!
For Chippy.. I always love you.. Muah.... 


With Love,


Gior D' Ray

eM diputS

Wondering what I wrote in my post title? Just read reread and read it until you realize that it's actually has it's own meaning beneath it. Erm.. what would it be? Don't know. yeah.. I am still living.. Survive? Not sure but still I am living.. Thank God for everything that He gave me, I appreciate it so much.. Money? Family? Friends? and what ever I have in this world of my life.. Thanks.. For my sis, I pray so that your life and perhaps our will be better.. I pray that you may get the job... Amen...

With Love,

Gior D' Ray... P/S: Chippy don't worry yeah? Muah! I am okay bha... C I am smiling... Yeah!