Is it normal to have the 'over-fanatic' attitude towards 'something'?

Happy Thursday everyone! For today , I would like to share a some story with everyone. It is about the attitude of certain people who is so fanatic of 'something'. Well, I think it might not be so appropriate for me to reveal that 'something' because yeah, living along with these people all around me might cause me into trouble if I do so. Anyway, for me it is something that should not happen because everyone has their own right and it is essential for everyone to respect each other. The rule is simple, if we want to be respected we need to respect! That's all!

Anyway, I have quite a lot class that need to be attended for today and yeah I will have my mid term paper later. Wish me luck. Hopefully the current problem that I am having right now will be solved very soon. Huuhuhu.. I pay for everything but I didn't get anything? How sad is that?

I miss home.. Can't wait to be back home.

What will you do if something that you want is not granted?

This is just another story of mine. It is about this one thing that I have written down as one of my wish list for this year. Well, to announce it here maybe something embarrassing for me. So, I will just explain and tell only about what I meant by the title above.

Actually, being in an organisation that I feel and think it can assure me something is a dream of mine which has never fade away from my wish and dream. I keep on trying and trying and trying and there are times where I keep on walking but most I the time I keep on falling. Yeah, I know that the key to success is hardworking, effort and believe in yourself. However, sometimes I think that it may depends on another thing which most of us seldom depends on which is LUCK. 

Many people said that we should not depend on luck because it will make us put less effort on whatever things that we're doing but for me it depends. Maybe a lot of people out there disagree with what I said, but trust me, you wont know until you experience it all by yourself!

Anyway, about this one particular thing that i give it a try last week, it actually broke my heart... Ceewah...Konon la.. Yeah, its true and I can even put out my tears but still with the ego that I have in me I manage to  control myself from express my sadness through tears. It makes me thinking about why would I keep my effort in doing all of this if each time that I give it a try, I will end up with sadness, frustration and disappointment? Well, honestly that thing keeps on haunting me for several days. Thanks god that I finally healed. Just want to tell this to myself that I will keep on trying no matter what. Others may keep on saying that 'you should try!' but for me I still believe in myself. Yeah, I do need support but maybe not in all thing, for example in the principle that I have in me.

Quotes for the day... Failure will teach us something, because the success will be the best memory once we manage to get what we wish!

Gior D' Ray

I mean it when I'm mean

First words.. HAHAHAHA.. Big laugh to the world. Well, first and foremost I would like to say WELL DONE to myself for the great presentation that I have made just now and it is a relief that it's finally over. Yeay!!! I know that maybe some or perhaps more people keeps the hatred in them but I just ignore them because I know that I don't deserve it and it is so not worth it for me to live a hateful life. Isn't it?

Enough about the 'headache cause' issue.. 

Now move on to the other thing which is more important in life. Well, reading, knowing, listening and observing about other's life (their happy part in life of course) it makes me thinking back about my own life. Still remember one of Agnez's words during her performance in Bandung she said that 'have we done our very best in life? Have we give the best to our parents? have we do everything in the name of God?" well, it is so true that each day in lives we should be very grateful and thankful. I know that the Devil will keeps on whispering and let us drown into the sea of sin but we need to stay strong because His second coming is getting sooner and closer. So, it is very important for us to take care of everything in a good way. I am still trying and pray that one that I will be able to be in that condition that I dreamed.

Now, it is a week, a month and a period where I am going to be loaded with all the work, assignments, presentation, project and the most important thing is FINAL EXAM. I need to raise my grades or at least maintain. I need to work very hard for that. I know I must. Well, I guess I need to go now... By the way, below is one of the picture of me with one of my outfit for attending the lecture... Will post more "Lecture Outfit" soon..haha... Adios Amigos..

Quotes for the day...

Love other's like you want to be loved...

I am trying to be nice

Well, it is normal for every people to have this kind of feeling where everything happened out of planned. Yeah, and the most pathetic part is when there are a lot of people keeps on giving you the pressure physically and mentally. Well, I know that I am not perfect and I know that you may want to say about the same thing but I just want to tell everyone that each human has their own limit in everything so please stop doing something annoying before the one who keeps on being silent and just accepting turns into something wild and they want to do some attacking. 
Well, still I just want to say that in this life we would never be able to make everyone satisfied with us and what we do but we can at least try to do it and perhaps we can stop then if they never appreciate what we did.. God, I need you to be with me and be my strength. I know that lately I always trapped in a middle of a temptation and I always try to go through them without hurting myself and everyone around me..
I guess I'll stop here. Need to prepare for the presentation (two so far) and assignments (uncountable).. God, I need you to be with me. Amen.

Quotes for the day....
Love, and always love eventhough some people may think that they don't need them...