Free at last

The Important People

The Participant

It's a relief when the program end, but it is something that I miss because I know that there's a memory in that hard time that I've been though. What is it all about? Actually, I am talking about a workshop that was held few days ago and I am one of the organizer. It's a tiring work and I am glad that it's already finish. However, my part haven't finish yet because within two weeks, I must ensure that the DVD and the BOOK is prepared completely.

Oh ya, talking about that, yesterday is the final day and as soon as the ceremony ends, me and my best friend going to the great restaurant (got sambal belacan) and have our dinner there (lunch actually). I love the moment and I love the view. Why? It is because I rent a car and I drove the car back to the hostel and after that, it was my best friend who is driving for us! Yeay! Oh yeah, to spend the moment (since we rent for 8 hours), we went to a bookstore and shop for books of course. Erm, nice yeah! It's a great time there, and oh yea, I bought a Pinky calculator.. Cheap ma RM5 only, slim lagi tu....

For Chippy, no worries, when we meet, I'll show you the picture during the workshop and perhaps the video. Love you! MUMUMUMUMUMUAHHHHHHH!

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

My Special One

You are my special one, Chippy

Good morning to Chippy and the viewer (if they really view it). This post may seems so early posted in this blog. the reason is I wake up early (even thought already late) for a programme which has interrupt our special connection (me and Chippy). But, I won't let that happen anymore. After this, I will consider better and if possible, I just wont go for anything that will take most of my time (wasted).

Chippy,  I love you with all my heart.Even we disconnect for a moment (because of this program) I wont let you away from my heart because our heat beats the same rhythm and that rhythm has made a nice melody, a melody which draw a lovely us,where you and me always be there for each other, forever!

I Love You Chippy!

With Love,

Gior D' ray

Chippy

Dear Chippy, tonight that I brought my cute laptop, I am taking this chance to dedicated something for you. First of all, I would like to say that I love you so much and my love for you would never change, no matter what.
Chippy, I am so sorry that I spend less time for you during this whole weekend because I am busy with a program, but that wont change my feeling towards you. No matter where am I, what I did, and with whom I work, only you exist in my mind,my heart and my love. I really love you. I need your support too because I know that this thing makes me feel so tired and at the same time I got lot's of things to do and yet I didn't do anything. So, I really need you to support me in everything I do. I have to go now, I love you!

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Look around

Look around

This post is dedicated to everyone including me and Chippy. I was just trying to tell everyone that how precious our time is, that is why sometime we should not forget to look around and see what we have now and what we have left behind. This is important so that we know what we still seeking for and thus we wont let go what we already have. Get what I mean?

Okay, actually I was in a big feeling of mine when I saw my BFF's school uniform that he brought from home. It reminds me to my school time where I struggle to get into somewhere that I were now. It also reminds me how hard it is to move on in life, and how hard it is to get the love while everyone (including us) are struggling with their busy life everyday. I really miss the moment. That is why, once again don't ever forget to look around, who know you missed someone, or perhaps something? And who know's you got something new, which maybe you don't realize? *** I'll get one of the school uniform for the lecture, how is it?***

 I love you Chippy...

I miss to wear it

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Outing fantastic Four + One

Fantastic Four

Afternoon bloggie, today I'm kinda happy to talk about the day (maybe with some frustrated feeling) because we went out just now and the best part is finally the four of us came out together. Yeah! People may think that we are insane but actually and for real, it's not easy for the four of us to hang out, out of the campus together.

Okay, it's a great feeling that we managed to hang out together and having the time in a nice restaurant but the frustrated part is when the bills come. I don't really mad of the price of the food but I am mad of the service charges which is RM1.99 a.k.a RM2.00. But, don't want to talk bad about them la. You go buddy! I love the Prawn Fried Rice and the Chocolate Mint. yeah! 

SO, I think I'll end it here coz I have to finish my sokudai (15 pages) and I have to submit it later. Pusing palak suda nie. Boo... 

You Go Gior D' Ray, you have lot's of things need to be done this semester, so go for it, sure you can (don't forgot your lovely Jesus, and of course... Chippy...Amen)

One of the Fantastic Four + 1

The View Of The Restaurant

Our Capuccino

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

I wish I am what I always wish

In this day, I was thinking of something. Sometime, we just can't be someone that we are not. But can I wish for that? Can I pretend to be someone else just for a moment? Erm.. Some may say that I am crazy and that I am not grateful of what I have. But that was obviously wrong and it is so not me. But, what can I do? I cannot change other's mind, I cannot control what they want to think and say, and of course I can't force others to read my blog if they don't want (like I always did). As usual, I try to learn something new today but I am not sure whether I learn it or not. I hope that I learn it. Sometime when thing happen out of our control, we wont found our way out but sometime we just being wise to know what we should do. But  what should I do? I don't even understand what I am trying to say here. Maybe this is just not me. But still, can't help on that. 
Okay, just wish that I will spend some time to write my diary tonight. I always felt tired each day in my life for this semester. Just don't know why. Again, I should try to be me. Just now, before I open my blog and think of something to be posted here, I don't know which picture of mine should I use for the post, but when I discover my folder in the desktop, I found something that may be used to show what is happening in me lately.

The view of my Camera

The picture is actually taken the day that I am having the photo shoot with the Lentera Tari, and while I was enjoying myself alone, I took that picture. So, what can I say is that, our view is nice with the great living and it is calm with the cold breeze but sometime, the hotness alone can ruin everything.


With love,


Gior D' Ray

This Morning

Bloggie, this morning I woke up at seven and I thought I was late for my class, but when I was waiting in the long crazy line, then only I realize that the class actually starts at 9.oo a.m. and not 8.30 a.m. Im so sleepy, last night sleep at 2.30 a.m because got a lot of things that we did last night, sewing, ironing, arranging and so much more. Okay, that's not the thing that I want to share now but it’s about those Setan Gondol and those babi panggang berjerawat. Sounds tasty. Whatever!

I hate that, but my God teach me yesterday that if someone hates you and someone trying to make you down, don't hate them but love them and pray for them. Okay, Abba Father, I pray for those who have betrayed me and those who judge me in the way that is not supposed to be. I pray for their health, I pray for their living and I pray for their heart so that they may realize what they did actually hurts me a lot, not only me but everyone around me. Amen.

okay, this is what I am supposed to do now. Since, Yong asked me to show my cosmetic thingy a.k.a my private stuff that I used every day, I will do it today, So here is it Yong. The picture I took few days ago. Some of the item is given by my mum, my sis, Chippy and me as well. But some is in the clearance stock mode because it seems that it doesn't suits me so I need to change to other product, maybe Pond's or L'oReal Men Expert. yeah!

Okay, last but not least, I pray for today that my life and my best friends life and Chippy will be bless by Lord, Jesus Christ. Amen.

My Product (Updated on 21/02/2011)

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Shooting Time

Yesterday, I am supposed to have my day rest with my Best Friend and perhaps hang out with my Lovely Chippy but I can't because I have some job to do. It's a nice job but tiring. I love taking pictures and I love the setting (view).

It's a romantic scene especially if we go there with someone that we love, and of course it's you Chippy! MumuumuamauamauamauaaaaH!

I love the scene yesterday and because of that I uploaded it here so that U can see what I am doing yesterday.

I love the Beach! Chippy, I want to spend time with you there some day.. I will...

Backgound- Odec Beach

Background- Institute Apex ( Different pose)

Background - The Institute Monument

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

VALENTINE'S WISH

A Valentine's Gift For Chippy

Good afternoon Chippy. I know that I am not suppose to open this blog and post something on it right now because I am suppose to open my book and do some revision or finish my exercise for phonology but I really want to make this post because this in a once in a year day that can be use to make a wish upon something. I have a simple wish for this year's Valentine. I wish that my Chippy will love me more and be the best part of me forever. I am happy that I have you and I don't want to loose you. Sorry that my jealousy  sometime (maybe all the time) makes you stress but honestly it's not that I jealous of what you did but it's because I am jealous that they may be someone better than me will come whenever I let the space shown to them. Does that make sense? I hope you understand me. I just want you to connected closer to me so that I know what should I do? How should I be? to make you comfortable of me and see me as something that essential for you, not something that a cancer for you. I am concern of everything abut you and I can't change that.
Chippy, that is my only wish. I want you to help me to be the best of you while you work for yourself to be the best of me (hope that wont stress you). Oh yeah! For the second time, I would like to greet you Happy Valentine's Day.. Thanks for the whisper that you did to me by saying "I love You". I really appreciate it and I wont forget it.
Oh yea, Chippy, I hope you like the valentine's gift I gave you. It's not expensive by price but it is expensive by the value. I have my own intention of giving you all of that as a gift. 
1. The card, to show how much I love you thus a piece of card wont enough for me to tell you that I love you   
    so much.
2. The frame, it's my favorite movies and it related to us as teenager, and I love you that the red colour of the  
    frame is my own blood that I will sacrifice for you.
3. The Psalm Book. I am giving you a gift from heaven because I want you to be love by God also so that 
    both of us can be His pair of Angel in his Kingdom above.
4. The Grape, it's my favorite fruit and for me it's something that seldom I can eat because it's not cheap (for 
    me) so for the special day, I bought it as a gift for you.
However, most of all, I am giving you me myself and I... All that I am, is belongs to you.

With Love,


Gior D' Ray

only you

Afternoon Bloggie! I read my favourite blog this morning and it makes me think of something. Its all about love. I don't want to talk more on the post but I want to talk about what I feel and think of the love of mine. Sincerely and honestly revealed from the bottom of my heart, I am so glad and blissful that Chippy has come and fill my life to the fullest. Thank you. Even though, we just know each other (we did meet for quite a long time already but we still getting to know one another), we have the great bonding already and it will never melt easily no matter how hard things that may come (and even has come) to our relationship. The bonding makes us a better person for one another and it makes us complete. Thanks again. 

A Gift That Comes From My heart

Chippy, everything that I've gave you and make it as your own thing is not enough to compare with the feeling of how much I love you. Even this blog is dedicated to you. Today, i would like to take the chance to wish you and shout out this words with all my heart "Thank you for being the best of me and thanks for the essential love that you pour everyday to the flower of our love, and of course to me.. I love you".

Chippy, all of these words may not enough to show and prove that how much I love you but I believe that you can feel it even before I open my mouth. Thanks over and over again. I am so thanked that I can see and feel that we are working hard and lovely for our love to ensure that what we share is the love that we wants where that only love has enough to make us feel complete. Thanks, my diary is the witnessed to everything that I feel about you. Thanks..

I love you so much...

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Having You

Bloggie, I'm in a rush actually. My sweety frendy keep asking me when will I do my red activity book. Fortunately, that wont be a problem for me to express what I feel in this sweet blog of mine. By looking at the title, I guess my Chippy can guess what I am trying to tell in this post. I just want to say thanks a lot from the bottom of my heart to Chippy that I was forgive for the mistake that I've commit. Thanks.
Chippy, I hope that you like the 100th Day of Our Relationship Gift. I know its simple and I am so in a rush when I try to make a greeting card for you but I always try my best to be the best in you and I know that you'll appreciate it(I hope you like it).
I'm in love with Chippy over and over again. I can feel that Chippy has tune me to be a nice melody.
Thanks.. Chippy, though both of us busy with our own business but I know you will always be there for me and so do I. MUmumumuah!
I love you. Okay, gotta go now preparing for my Minno no nihongo class.. Miss you..
Best friend, here I come..


With Love,


Gior D' Ray

I miss home



I miss my Home



Homily home... I miss you so much. Spending the time in my best friends house makes me caught in my homesick feeling. It's been a while that I didn't see and talk to the one that I love the most. I miss that person because in the hard time, I'll meet Him, in the happy time I usually celebrate with Him and in the time of free, I used to spend my time with Him but now it's more than a month that I didn't talk, see, and meet Him. When will I meet him again? I miss His voice, I miss His comfort touch and I miss His gentle care.. Jesus, I miss you..

Things happen for a reason and I've committed something that maybe I shouldn't do but my hardly heart said to me that I must do that for me and that person's sake. But the question is will I be forgive? Am I committing a sin? Is it wrong? Is it worth it? I need answers.. I promise that someday I'll reveal everything and I hope that by that time I am ready to accept whatever result that may occur (hopefully just a small scold and only for a while-maybe half day will enough to makes me die)...

Maybe it's not suitable for me to mix this thing in here but I want to do so. I would like to thanked my Best Friend Forever a lot, I mean A LOAD! Thanks that he accompany me to the Canselori 3 times, CIMB 3 times today to settle my problem and thanks to the weather (GOD"S WILL OF COURSE) that it's not too hot and not too wet.

One more thing, I would like to greet me and my Chippy HAPPY 100th DAY ANNIVERSARY..

I love you and forever it will be that way. MUMUMUMUMUAHHHHH!

With Love,

Gior D' Ray