If you need something work for it

People, do you have anything that you really want and it can actually makes you die if you did not manage to get it? Erm, I guess everyone did. If anyone tells me that they have none, they are a BIG FAT LIER!!! Well, then just be yourself because the only way to get our goal reach is to be ourselves. Anyway, this is all about ambition, target and it could be a wish. The rule is simple, if you want it then work for it. There is nothing impossible if we make it possible.

Miss My Home

Miss My mum's cooking

 Today's message, Love and Appreciate.

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Counting

I have my day come and go. Everyday it happened to be that way I always try to make sure that all the days that I have with me are used wisely and of course in a universal way. It is such a great waste when we just let that day go away without leaving something useful in it. Well, I am not perfect anyway. Often that I failed to filled my day with full of joy and commitment towards something that I should. Well, God is always try His best to guide us and of course to keep us accompanied by Him. He left us with the simplest task to be done and yet it is the most difficult part that we always categorize in our life. For sure there will be a lot of excuses given by us, just the same like we did for anything else in this world. Same goes with the life as a student, it often happen till some people thought it is just a lame excuse. That's the hardest part anyway because not every people is like that. I leave this thought for everyone to digest based on  our own view.
Anyway, just want to move on with whatever that I should, and of course it is all related to study, life, God, Love and ambition (a lot more but this one highlighted for this entry). Want to be something that we really love is often the uneasy job to do but we still keep on trying even that we know it is IMPOSSIBLE but just believe in ourselves because it will blow us away from the impossibilities and bring us nearer to the possibilities.

Random Pic

By the way, yesterday I was an emcee for our school program and I actually have "No COMMENT" for it. Well, I have the intention to go with my own decision but I still go on with the other plan just because I don't want people to judge me of being unprofessional. I am being professional in my career for my own sake (for their's to be more precise) and I just have another thought that it may be something that teach me a lot about people. Anyway, just leave it that way.

The guest.. I guess...

People, live your day and your life the way you want it. But don't forget to ask Lord's guidance.

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

I love to eat and bake

Eat.. Eat and eat.. That is what I always do. I am getting fatter now anyway. Just because of my unhealthy eating habit. By the way, I managed to baked two cakes, I think its called 'bingka'. Anyway I love it because eventhough I am staying in a hostel where cooking is strictly prohibited, I am still managed to cook something that I love.. So, the cake that I managed to baked is chocolate cake and bingka pumpkin. I like it and plan to bake more...

The Pumpkin Bingka

My Chocolate Cake

Well, love the cake. By the way, I am still trying my best to sneak somewhere for money (but often failed) and I realized that I should keep my coin in my bank account so last week we went back to my friends house (where the coin is kept) and brought it back to UMS. This morning I woke up early and get everything ready because I want to keep the money in the bank and this particular bank around..well somewhere (I wont tell it coz it might be sensitive) simply tell me that they did not accept coin because counting the amount of it is a waste of time.. Erm.. Sabar jelah.. Imagine after we walk all they way from campus to the bank and waiting for about half an hour, all that they can say is 'sorry coin is not accepted here?" then why on earth we produce coins if BANK themselves dont want to accept it? Crazi irony idea right?

After that we went to another bank and they said the machine is out of order... Erm..maybe just another bad day of mine..

Finally, we went back to campus to our lovely CIMB bank, and thank god that she accept my money (coin) huhuhu.. It's damn heavy and yet I carry it around.. Fuh!

So the good thing here is, yeah I have extra money.. I will try not to use it coz collecting and keeping the money till I reach that amount took for ages and to spend it, it can just happen in a second. So I am not going to let it happen. Anyway the best part is, collecting money is something that we can do to save ourselves in the future, it really do. Trust me..

Some of the coin

Well, at least I managed to have RM270.20 for the whole coin that I've collected. Amen..

Let's do money collecting again.. Maybe should change it to one ringgit collecting.. Right? Use as much coin as possible but keep as much one ringgit note as possible, if got extra why not keep RM5, RM10, RM50 and so on anyway? Yeah.. A good idea.. should try it...

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Yotoh.. Assignment...

Yuhee.. I am back. Well, I am supposed to be in somewhere else (not in my study place) but since the weather is not so good and at the same time my friend and I felt like a bit lazy, we decided to be there by tomorrow morning. Erm.. Just to take our stuff. 

Anyway, talking about Yotoh, actually it is one of the booth that can be found in Tuaran, selling tea drink. I miss that coz when I am still one of the staff in Rakyat I always buy that drink.. Yesterday I bought one for me and another one for our friend in Rakyat... Kasi kawan la... Then went to KK for the assignment... at 1B looking for foreigner... Crazy thing to do right?

The assignment? Anyway, we managed to find some foreigner and hopefully it can be used for that assignment.. Love it anyway and yeah it makes us know people better.. Huhuhu...

By the way, we went to My Kitchen yesterday and as usual it's always worth it...

Love this drink

My holiday? Well, I am not going to say that I waste my holiday by doing something which is not beneficial (even sometime I do think it that way) because for me I have spent my holiday just the way I want it to be and I love it that it makes me feels like it is not enough.

What did I do during my holiday? Well, reading... Novel of course, I managed to finish my Thick English Book entitled 'Nobody came' true story about boys that was abused physically and sexually, then another book, actually three thin malay book about..erm...malas mau cakap.. and another malay novel by Bahruddin Bekri which is 'Perang Kucing' and currently working on another malay story book about detevtives.. Well, you think I spent it well or the other way around? Erm... Up to you to decide.. But the most important thing is that I managed to update my novel and managed to type about 16 pages during the holiday... Cant wait to get another free time to update it... Want it to be published.. Amen..

Christmas spirit

Do anything that can makes you happy but never forget that the real happiness is when you managed to connect everything with your creator.

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

Thank God

Love this pencil... Bought on 2008 during National Service

All that I want to do and say right now is, Thank God. It's over. What is it? Actually I have this one task that I really concern about and it always haunt me until I have made it this morning. Let me be clear about what it is. Actually it is one of my presentation. I am so scared that I would not be able to came out with a great presentation plus I do it in a traditional way, without slide show. All that I have is me, my paper and of course an idea of how it will be presented. My evaluation of what I have done is 'well done', congratulation Adam. Yeah.. It is a compliment for myself. I realize that if we work very hard for something we will feel great about it eventhough others interpretation towards what we have done might not be as good as how we think we are. As long as we know that we have put out our everything to make it perfect, we know that we will feel that satisfaction because that feeling will only appear if we really work for it. I stay up late last night just to read 5 journal and it's quite thick but I am happy and of course satisfied that the sacrifice end with a happy ending.

p/s: Chippy, let's pray and ask for God's forgiveness. It is never too late to change and listen to His voice.

O lord my God, I thank you for everything that you have done for me. I appreciate you. I am just as weak as an ordinary human being. Guide me that I will find my way in this journey of life that it may end according to your will. I love you.

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

How?I

Hei Bloggers (not even exist here)..  I always wondering why did I blog if I make it private and not even a single human come and drop by? Erm... Maybe it is just because I want more privacy? Then that statement reminds me of something, someone that I really respect said that 'why blog if you want privacy?' That's so true and then it confused me more... So how? Erm.. Maybe I should just leave it with my own thinking about it.. I am blogging because it is what I love and I used to make my blog as public, but then when I just realize that by joining any social web and showing ourselves in the global world of cyber world, I am giving the exposure to everyone and of course if there is someone who always try to find a chance putting us into trouble, manipulating the information that are used on the web could be a great way to fulfill their will. So, think it back? want to to it private or just make it public?I don't know. Sometime I felt that I want to do another blog where I can tell anything which is not too personal (general) so that I don't have to make it public... Is it okay? Erm... Don't know... We'll think about it... OMG, I forgot to update my diary... Fuh, I must do it because that is my target for this month... I must..

By the way, thanks Chippy for the comfort touch that you gave me. I am very stressed of many things but I will tried my very best to give my very best to you and for the sake of our relationship. I always hope that we will always try to tolerate with each other and we should remember to evaluate our own attitude and commitment towards this relationship... I believe with the greatest sacrifice from both of us and our full commitment, this relationship will never end... Trust me.. I love you... Felt like wanna eat monokuroboo...

I made this last september. My supervisor at the shop where I do my part time job ask me to show her how to bake a simple cake.. So, here it is..

 

 

 

 

Miss the moment when I always bake my mum a mother's day cake...

Live your life for God and if you feels that you are lonely, speak to Him and He will listen because he know what you need and what you want even before you ask... Love you Jesus..

With Love,

Gior D' Ray