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Hello everyone!!! This is seriously serious... I have left this space to be so creepy and silent for quite a long time. I am back today for a while just a quick little update on me. Well, tomorrow will be the sports day for our school. There will be a lot of thing to do and of course I have a lot of things to settle. Fuh... Another week before the practical end. Sad that I really want to do something with the students and I always question myself, have I done enough for them? Each time I have this kind of questions I will straight away answer it by saying that 'of course I have not giving enough and I should demand more time to really do something for them. I want them to learn, not something but a lot of thing. I really do... For this one week left, I really want to do everything. Spend more time... If only the relief teacher can give me more relief class for my own class. I want to do more things with them. I want to change their view on English Language. I want them to be able to speak, read, write, and listen to the language in a more competent state. God bless us all.

Anyway, for my relief class today I entered 3 Jauhari and the fact that I may not be able to attract their attention to do something critical, I have assigned them a task where they need to create an acrostic poem in BM or BI and obviously they prefer BM, of course since its easier. So, as promised I am going to publish it here (since I have promised them) and yeah... Feel free to comment... Here there are... Acrostic poem using their own name.. Written by the students themselves (those who have submitted)....

A – Aku sentiasa menunggu rezekiku

I – Idamanku sentiasa ku doa

M – Mencari apa benda yang aku suka

A – Aku tidak akan melupakan kedua ibu-bapaku

N – Nanti aku sentiasa mencintaimu

I – Indahnya pemandangan ini

R – Ruangnya sangat luas

W – Warung-warung orang di sini sangat cantik

A – Aku datang membeli

N – Nasi di warung yang cantik itu

S – Sayang, aku sangat merindui dirimu

H – Hanya kamu yang berada di dalam fikiranku

A – Andainya kau tahu betapa rindunya aku

S – Secret people forever in my heart

N – Nanti pada masa akan datang

A – Akan aku berusaha

D – Dengan lebih keras, kerana saya suka

Z – Zirafah yang leher panjang

R – Rambut dan leher

E – Entah aku akan dapat ataupun

E – Entah aku akan dapatkah tidak

N – Nadzreen

F – Fikri

I – Inilah

K – Kehidupanku

R – Rumput-rumput yang menghijau  bagaikan kemekaran hati

I – Ini

Y – Yang membuat daku selalu merasakan hati ini berdegup

A – Aku berjanji akan menemanimu hingga ke

T – Titik akhir hidup

I – Ini

A – Aku bukanlah

S – Seorang yang

R – Runtuh akhlak dan moral

I – Islam agama ku

H – Hanya

A – Aku mencintaimu

F – Fidi

I – Izinkan aku mengambil hatimu sehingga ke

Z – Zaman tua kita berdua

A – Aku sentiasa untukmu

N – Nasi Goreng

A – Aku

I – Ini

M – Mantap dan sedap

D – Dalam hidupku ini, hadir si dia yang bernama…

A – Aku merasakan sesuatu pabila bertemunya

U – Untuk kamu saja aku simpan hati ini

S – Shaferina

F – Fikiran ku

I – Ini tentang cinta kita

K – Ku rasa bagai

R - Rembulan yang mengambang

I – Ini

Y – Yang

A – Akan menjadi saksi  percintaan kita

T – Tidak akan ku biar air matamu menitis

I – I love you

My hair during the two weeks break... I love it.. Isn't it cool? LOL..

Thanks for reading. 

With Love,

Adam Geordrey

Is it broke or broken?

I am not a famous celebrity who can spill out what I feel about something though how much I wanted to be a famous celebrity (I am working on it.. LOL) but something I realize that when people do this they actually share a lot of things with everyone around them and you know what? They actually teach people about not to go to the journey that they have taken since it will leads them to the end as what they met when they realized that the journey taken does not worth a thing. What am I writing? I can see that I am crapping now and I just do not know why and how can I overcome this. I am still here counting the piles of work waiting but this time with a more positive attitude and one thing that I want to highlight here is that we do not need to pour it put to people especially if they did not understand what we feel because it will never make things goes better and the worst part is it will hurt even more. So why wasting time on something or someone who will only give you more and more tense right? Its a lie if I were to tell you that I can take the pain of being abandoned because that is how I were raised up. It is just that I am trying to be stronger and perhaps that is the only way to survive and not doing things that will hurt me more. Whatever it is, just leave it and hand it over to God. Well here's the collections of quotes that I found from google. I want to upload my very own picture but since by laptop is having some problem with the bluetooth I cannot transfer the files and I need a USB to do that which gives me too much work... Well, maybe next time. For now.. Just enjoy no matter how sad you feel about something.

I am not so sure about this... What about you?

With Love,

Adam Geordrey

Another Day

Have you ever think that these people may be tired of doing what they are doing as well? hihihi

Hello people! Good afternoon. Its another day today. One thing that I learn from today's life (after having half of it today) is that sometime it is not the client (students) that pull you the most because I realize that they are a lot more factors that leads to the frustration and depression in terms of doing any jobs in any kind of profession and in my case, working in this job profession which offers the greatest tense of all job in the world (they said so because its like dealing with a huge number of human at once) really makes me someone who are trying to stay survive in it and trust me I am trying. It has been a while that I did not say something like this but this time I wanted to share it with you (readers) that God is the best friend, the best source when we are in need of support and miracles. Trust me. Starting the day with a prayer (a simple one will do) and ending (postponing) it with another prayer is really something and if you do not believe me you can give it a try because it really happen. You will get the strength that you really need and when you have the strength you will realize that the temptation that you have in your life (for example the job pressure) is just something that exist in your life to make you stronger. 

I wanna be superheroes then!!! Hahaha

*Give it a try, then tell me what you feel about it okay? :)

With Love,

Adam Geordrey

Pressure. Passion. Pleasure

Hello there! Coming down all the way from a point where I felt like I am almost falling down with the heavy burden on my shoulder. Some may be enjoying themselves doing things that they are doing but for me I do not really enjoy what I am doing right now. If you happens to forgot what i used to tell you in the previous post let me restate it here... "we... Including me are using this moment of our practical to see whether we want to remain in this profession of quit and find a better thing to do..." Now, just to have a pre-respond to that statement I would say that my heart keeps on telling me to go and leave it behind. This is seriously not my passion. I might succeed in finding the passion that I need in doing what I am doing right now if I managed to get a right place with a right atmosphere. I know that if anybody hear what I am talking about right now I am pretty sure that everyone will say that I am crazy and being ungrateful because it is something that everyone want to have but they did not managed to get it because they are not the chosen one. The thing is that, you do not know how hard it is for me... Have you heard of a statement saying that if you do something that you love it would not feel like a job but it is just like having fun and that is what I am looking for.

Well, I whatever it is I am still counting the days and I hope I can still get the strength that I need to proceed in the journey that I am sure to take soon. This is a preparation and I should be able to handle everything just like what my seniors did. I am counting the days to have my hair coloured. Yeah! Can't wait for that. It is just an expression to let go of the feelings of being a depressed body. Just wait and see whether it will works the way I want it to or what.. Okay? 

I love this colour!

I love this too!

What about this one?

God Bless everybody!

Adam Geordrey

Try to be stronger everyday!

It is not difficult yet it is not that easy

Hello all. This is going to be as short one. Just to let the world know (if the world want to). My feelings of being someone somewhere now... at the moment. Well, I know this is not an easy thing to do. I may be seen as taking thing lightly, I may not be. I am trying. Struggling... Still the same me... Struggling in something which I have lost interest in it. I used to love it so much... The four months experience when I was 19 is bad enough. Seriously.

I am not giving up. Like I said. I will keep on trying. Trying to give my very best. Trying to be the best. I may be... I may also not be. Well, I give it all to Him. Let Him decide. I am trying. If I am not that sincere then, failing might be the best punishment for me. I accept it.

Adam Geordrey
"Trying to get up while the wind is trying harder to blow me away".

Home Alone ... Again?!

Hello viewers!! Whatsup everybody? How are you all today? If you were to ask me the same question… My answer would be… Em.. I am fine of course and yeah just staying in the same room with the same surrounding. But hey! I just want to share something… I am all alone again! Why? Because another housemate of mine has just went back to his hometown. Here we go again. This time I am seriously all alone… Oh my gosh! Its okay (kunun)… I am trying my very best not to overthink about it because what happen when I am all alone is that my mind will be wandering to something else and there goes everything… I just do not know. Anyway… I will try to make use this two weeks to have everything done (well that is what I keep on saying since my very first day!) *sigh..

Final Meeting with Thesis Supervisor

Final Meeting with Thesis Supervisor

Anyway… More news coming soon… I hope so.. Because I am planning to get back to my life track once I think I am ready and I hope by Monday I’ll be ready… I really need to have that list of things to do and of course things to settle… But hey! Life will never be easy right? Just to share my feeling and thoughts here with you… Actually one of my plan for this semester break is to re arrange all of my files in my laptop and external and CD but hey… Like I said… Life is not as easy as we always think it is… Once again… Due to my own stupidity I have lost my external’s cable… Like seriously… And talking about cable.. I thought it would be cheap that I can just go to the nearest store and get a new one… But guess what? It is not cheap! Well… maybe for some people it is quite cheap but for me RM25 for a one string cable is seriously expensive! And when I was about to borrow the cable from my housemate today… He went back home… haha… See? Its okay… I’ll live! HAHAHA….

 

Anyway… Got to go now… Lots of things to catch up… I want to spend the time now to watch more and more youtube sensation… haha… Just to give myself some inspiration and just to put a smile on my own face… See you all soon… Do leave some comments… It will entertain me too… Thanks for taking some time to read my silly words here… Daaa… God Bless…

With Love,

Adam Geordrey