Travel.. Nice or not?

I thought that being a traveller is always great especially when we meet new people and perhaps new friends.
However, this is so not real compare with what I am experiencing right now. I just don't get it why people love to make others life miserable. Will you please stop? I beg you. It's not for me but it's for the sake of everyone that I love especially my friend. Why they just don't get it how a best friend act? They will act as brother's and sister's. Don't you get it? Hopefully God will show them what a real friendship means. If their God are uncapable to do so, hopefully other God will do. Erm...no comment on that.
My prayer, an essential prayer from me and for me...
God I ask you to bless me that all of my worries will be sweep away with the tears that I have dropped onto the earth. May they who still doesn't know you will know how great is your love and power. I believe in you. Amen.

My latest view in my travelling process, UNIQUE isn't it?

Love

Love the things that I have but not really the things that I do. Why is it so?

I need something that can give me the strength that I need in my way of going through this life..

I know right now I am better in the other part that always weak before but the other part that seems to be my strength of all has melt in not so good way.. I need you.. I know I do...

Here's the poem that I try to write to show what is it about :

Birds fly and enjoy the wind that flow softly between

years pass by and far away its leaving

the tears that drop may not reveal what's deep within

the smile carve sweetly may not cover what lies deep in

but most of all

lets end this poem with this dream

forever will I be Loving, Sacrificing, and perhaps.. enjoying the living...

with love,

Gior D' Ray

Get to the top

This is the moment of being Malaysian

Its a cheesy creamy story about me in this cutie postie? Yeah! I talked a lot of the non exist words but I'll do fine because I still can differentiate which one is the right one and which one is not
However,that is not what I am going to share about today. Firstly, I am going to explain why do I choose this title for this post. Actually,I am having a trip to KL last week and for sure that was a nice trip ever (even though it's a tiring thing to do when you're supposed to make use of the weekend to finish all the assignment).
It's never go very nice without Chippy because for me Chippy is my everything. but hey, look on the bright side. That trip has given me a lot of great opportunity to travel and learn something new.
What have I learned? I learn how to survive in somewhere that we have never been and I also learn how to be patience (a bit maybe). By the time that I reached KLCC and took some picture there, I am so nervous and overwhelmed because finally I managed to get myself in KL and even enjoy the view of KLCC live and very close.I am proud to be me...
Chippy, my love for you is higher that the tower and its value cannot be compare to anything that may exist or may not n this world..
Talking bout going to the top, I will always run to you my lord and I will always be with you to go and run to the top of my dream that will become a reality in me...

With Love,

Gior D' Ray

I wanna be with you

Baby, if only I could make you believe me more than anything else...
I love you.. Really love you... And I can't let go of my feeling that I always miss you even though we are near but I can feel that I always miss you.. I really love you. I'm going somewhere very soon and please take a very good care of yourself.. The only words that seems not precious for others but really meaningful for me, and I am giving it to you.. I love you...

With love,

Gior D' Ray

Miss Everything

Good Morning to ME! and of course to my Bff And my beloved Chippy! I just settled up my business with the CIMB thing (its my busyness actually). And right now sitting and waiting for the coming class which I am not sure to be in anymore or not.. but eventually it's in SPS- my fAVourite thing of all, MUSIC.
Chippy, I'd love to talk and write more about all of the previous days coz I got really alot of pic that I wanted to post in here.. actually a BUNCh of it...
I have a lovely diary and it really helps me a lot (I can clearly see that). I love it so much and since it is the cutest diary that I had ever have, I should use it wisely and not to repeat my actually bad habit which is delaying the diary writing and write it all as a summary ( a brilliant idea to solve the problem but not so smart as a ten years diary writer).
Okay..time is runnig very fast and lets just update on the thing that I've been doing lately...erm....I think posting those pic would be faster that to type it all...hehehe..so..here's the pic...

Food During PRS workshop

My new battery YEAY

Thats all for now....

always.. With love

Gior D' Ray

What More Can I say?

I just don't know what more can I say because I know deep inside I'm dying because of myself...

A friend ask me not to be so serious and she even asked me to smile when she find out that I am not in Adam's mode today but the only thing that I could say to her is that....

"I forgot how to smile.. even if I smile, it may not sincere like how it always be"...

 

but still...With Love,

Gior D' Ray

WhenI look at you

Flu during class

Just now, I posted something in my Fb and the question is about which one of these lives stronger in me right now? (Class? Messy mind? Jealousy? Flu ? which one I felt stronger in me right now?) I am now sure which one bother me more. But deep inside of me, I can hear my heart tells me that actually I am controlled by a feeling that I should not have but it is instilled deep in me already even though I often telling myself not to keep it inside of me. I should change the way  think about everything because I know my way of thinking right now brings more bad to me than good.

I am not sure why I want to share this with my blog (even though it's not alive but I do feel that it's alive because it helps me a lot to express what I feel in my real life (however I will never put my diary behind).

My Chippy asked me, why when every time that I turn on the music, I will play Miley's song first?

I just said I don't know (even though it means something).

Here's the lyric of the song that I said just now. Take a look at it and you will understand what I am trying to tell you (hopefully you read it).

Everybody needs inspiration      
Everybody needs a soul
A beautiful melody
when the nights so long


cause there is no guarantee
that this life is easy


yea when my world is falling apart
when there's no light to break up the dark
that's when I, I...
I look at you.


when the waves are flooding the shore
and I can't find my way home anymore
that's when I, I...
I look at you.

when I look at you, I see forgiveness
I see the truth
you love me for who I am
like the starts hold the moon
right there where they belong
and I'm know I am not alone


you appear just like a dream to me
just like kaleidoscope colors
that cover me, all I need 
every breath that I breathe don't you know
you're beautiful...

With love,

Gior D' Ray